Welcome to my unpredictable, zany, severely honest LIFE. This was a HARD decision on my part, cuz of the cards I was dealt. I was gonna be a vlogger here, in the past. but the videos I was making I felt like I was being too censored. And I was, for the fact that YT has so many rules: I didn't want to be canceled, before I started. My life has been in turmoil, most my life. I can't fake a smile for the camera, so I'm not sure if I'll continue this, or come back periodically. Or I'll just remain off camera in the background. I really wish I could've done this back in my 20s, my life was a bit better. If you're still reading by now, I'll tell you what I've been through. I survived stage 3 cancer, then literally 1-2 yrs later I lost my ex in a work accident. I already had a tormented fam life, so this burned extra badly. And of course add anxiety, ADHD, and 50% of autistic traits. I feel that this life is going to remain tough. I always try to see the best view ahead, but it's kinda dim.😬