in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hi everyone, it's been a while.
For those who are not aware I've been on hiatus for about 2 years now. The major reason was because of my fast declining mental health and my lack of passion in my hobbies in general. I lost interest in everything and stopped singing all together.
I was diagnosed with BPD and ADHD and after following a specific type of therapy for people with Borderline Personality Disorder, I can finally say that I do feel way better than before. Obviously, I am not "cured" and will never be. I learned to live and accept that I am different but my feelings aren't less valid because I have a harder time to control my emotions.
I will be back eventually this year. I have started slowly as a Vtuber but I miss singing, I miss being in collabs, I miss being in CBs, I miss talking to my friends in the community. I have a cover plan for my redebut, I just need to get back to it.
But first, I want to apologies for the people I've let down. For those collabs that never saw the light, for the people I've disappointed in CBs for not delivering the work that was promised. I've filled myself with work hoping I could be useful but ended up disappointing the people I cherished but mostly myself.
I'm still working on myself, still working on being a better person, but also working on the fact I deserve to be loved.
Thank you for those who stayed around. I promise to be better than ever.
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Soon.
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