I don't need Jesus to give myself peace but if I did I'd feel less at peace because I rely on something I can't hear, touch, see it's all in your imagination not truly physical. Do not seek Jesus if you wish to find yourself a better person or find peace. look at yourself and find yourself a purpose to place all your life worth into and make it happen although for mine to happen I'd have to die so I'll just wait until then enjoying life and the challenges it gives me until that time comes.