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CCai25 @UCyHJMwn7tvrPtcPnLoYrE4g@youtube.com

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Hello! I am the creator of SAN0% AU. I am a little painter w


Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

CCai25
Posted 4 weeks ago

When a creator tries to correct their past mistakes and bring positive energy to everyone, some people continue to attack the creator and spread negative news that has been passed for a long time, using online public opinion to maintain their so-called justice. It's really ironic. It seems that some people not only have low emotional intelligence, but also low intelligence. They probably can't even understand what I'm saying. Lol.

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CCai25
Posted 2 months ago

This will be the last time I talk about my allegations, then I will be back to my usual video making schedule


Just to clarify, I do not condone any form of harassment from anyone no matter if you support me or not. My aim was to make a response to multiple YouTubers calling on others to “stop” me(interpret that as you will, it is their words, not mine)


My opinion will always remain the same: I firmly believe it is perfectly fine to depict or enjoy fictional material containing themes that would be considered “bad” in real life as a mature person should be able to enjoy fictional while still agreeing that the theme itself is a bad thing. Just like how I enjoy playing violent video games while still knowing that killing is bad, I also know that rape is not an acceptable thing irl when drawing rape art
(If you find yourself unable to, then I urge you to stop consuming media with adult themes as you are not mentally mature enough to do so)


Many people have commented how they find my art “disgusting” or “disturbing”, and my response to that is: It is perfectly fine. You have the complete freedom to decide whether you like or dislike my creations.


However, many of you seem to unable to understand the concept that “Something I find disgusting ≠ Said thing is immoral”. As long as my fiction creations are not based off the sonas of real people without consent, and I didn’t add in actual illegal material, you have no right to judge whether or not my art is immoral.


Do not attempt to straw man me in saying I think “rape is acceptable”. There is a big difference in saying “xxx is acceptable” and “xxx is acceptable IN FICTION” (unless you would like to suggest another ban on GTA, as the game’s main selling point is about mass murder—something obviously not acceptable in real life)


This is all I have to say about this. If you’re a mature person and still disagree with me, I am perfectly fine for you to hit the “unsubscribe” button on my profile right now. Though you can also stubbornly argue with me in the replies, lecturing a person that undergoes constant sexual harassment on why rape is bad, meanwhile spitting the same arguments the media used 20-30 years ago about why violent video games should be banned, and I will gladly be the one to ignore you instead.


Oh also, I will continue posting 18+ art on my main twitter account as I do not plan to use my priv account for now. I do not care if your child “accidentally” ignores all my warnings and sees my nsfw artwork due to your own failure in monitoring their online activities, though if I find out that anyone is underaged and has engaged with nsfw posts, I will immediately block you just as I had always done.

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CCai25
Posted 2 months ago

A response to the allegations, and more


My mental illnesses(bipolar disorder and other illnesses) has troubled me for many years. Drawing and sharing it to others is one of the main ways I use to cope with my mental illnesses. For some context, the day I drew the necrophilia art(which I would like to clarify that I am not into), I had undergone a serious bipolar crash which had put in in a severe manic episode, and drawing that was the only way I could think of at that time to cope with my crash without putting others or myself in danger.



For the people saying “I have mental illness as well but I know you shouldn’t do that……”


YOU. ARE. NOT. ME.

Every person has their own way of dealing and coping with their mental illness. Unless you are a professional licensed therapist who knows my full story, you can not and do not have any rights to judge my actions as long as they do not directly affect other people (Apologies for the aggressive tone. It is very frustrating to see people try to dictate how I should deal with MY OWN issues with MY OWN mental illnesses)



It is very common for Southeast Asian artists(Mainly Chinese, Japanese and Korean artists) to draw nsfw art that may be viewed as “weird” to many for a varsity of reasons(such as me using it to cope with my mental issues). However, I do understand that most people may not feel comfortable seeing hardcore nsfw art in their timelines even if it’s spoiler tagged. I have deleted the necrophilia art a long time ago and apologize for the people that may have been negatively affected by it. I promise to never post art about those on my main account in the future.



On the topic of my other “normal nsfw art”, yes, that also includes rape art. I do not view it as “weird” or “hardcore” as it is a fairly common tag seen in many nsfw art even outside twitter. I also do not think it should be viewed as “problematic” since I believe a person should be able to separate fiction from reality. Just because I draw fictional rape art doesn’t mean I condone real life sexual assault even by a single bit. If you are disturbed by it or simply dislike rape, block me and move on. Please do not try to paint me as some kind of bad human being in attempts to show how “righteous” and “morally superior” you are in comparison to me.

As for the future, I will continue to post normal nsfw art on my main account. My twitter bio clearly states that this is a 🔞 nsfw account and I would sometimes post nsfw content. I have done my best to mark out any potential nsfw post I make to prevent underage people from accidentally seeing it. I know many would insist clicking on my nsfw posts despite the warning tags beforehand, but the end of the day, it is not my responsibility to monitor other people’s children and their internet activities. I am an artist, not your personal babysitter.


Lastly, I would like to clarify that my latest AU, SAN0%, is my first attempt in using dark humor to create a horror-themed alternative universe for Eddsworld, and is completely unrelated to any of my “weird” art from the past. Although I may still draw some nsfw art for it, the AU itself is still mostly 15-16+ sfw with some minor gore elements. It is already frustrating to see people try and paint me as a “bad” person for doing something that I have the complete freedom over, but it is equally infuriating to see people attacking my SAN0% AU which I had worked hard on creating, and even telling others to not watch it due to me being a “problematic creator”. Once again, if you do not enjoy what I draw, please just block and move on like a mature person instead of advising others to dog pile on me and try to slander my other creations.

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CCai25
Posted 3 months ago

Due to the recent worsening of the condition and busy academic and work schedules, the next episode update for SAN0% will be extended beyond this year. But other animations and memes related to SAN0% will be updated normally.

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CCai25
Posted 4 months ago

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CCai25
Posted 6 months ago

Rejected

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CCai25
Posted 10 months ago

There is bad news that SAN0% of the second episode may not be available for release in May this year. Because I actually suffer from serious mental and mental illnesses, which have become increasingly severe recently. I have almost no strength to draw, sorry...

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CCai25
Posted 10 months ago

Original tordtom

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CCai25
Posted 10 months ago

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