17:36

Story: Cop Pulled Sidearm on Us, Enneagram Lurks, Nepo Experts, Dad, & My Plan to Leave

16:17

Authortube, Enneagram, (not) Belonging, High School / Garage Bandtube, Dreams, “Hiraeth”

15:43

Vblog: Rate my books! Strat plans. What I was like as a kid. And why I don’t wear band shirts.

25:45

Vblog end plans: enneagram lurker invite, music stays.

25:33

AuthorTube: On Criticism. 3 critiques of my novels that I agree with and 3 I don’t.

13:10

Vblog: boundaries, enneagram, therapy, self-awareness.

17:11

Top 5 Most Influential Guitarists in Rock History (and My Personal Top 5)

13:54

Fender Vintera II '50s Stratocaster Play and Review

19:54

Vblog: gratitude, rants about life chaos, book marketing, "let it go" and "get offline" feedback.

14:54

My 10 Unpopular Guitar Opinions

09:28

3 Most Overrated Rock Bands (IMO, obviously)

09:29

3 Most Overrated Movies (IMO, obviously)

28:22

I didn’t want to vblog but it might help? Lurker rant, news on said lurker, and gratitude note.

26:23

Analysis on 2024 Presidential Election (I’ve called 7/9; Poli Sci and Stats prof.)

07:38

PSA on trolls

10:59

Example from today of Enneagram 4 vs. 6 Behavior: False Accusations

21:27

Vblog: “the drama”, narcissism, openness, and real intellectual depth.

10:51

My Ibanez-Style JS-Voyager Build Specs, AND… why do I play guitar?

22:18

Bass Twiddling and Requiem for Troll Criticism (sorry; see notes)

20:33

My Flaws and Insecurities (re: “constructive criticism”)

02:26

Quick recap on my 2024 and the recent incel and Enneagram lurkers.

20:36

Re: my last post. And the comment/downvotes.

01:55

Enneagram lurkers and car wrecks

21:28

We Had a Crazed and Violent Neighbor

10:57

That Time I Tried/Failed to Join the Military

09:37

Personal update from Western NC (north of Asheville)

15:22

AuthorTube: “Why do you write? Do you enjoy it?”

16:53

Vblog: trolls, bad habits, criticism, and gratitude for past relationships

01:18

Quick response to the comment trends on my depression videos.

28:57

Depression Pt. 3/3: criticism, 10,000hr Rule, Whiplash, Steve Vai, The Mist, Cash’s Man in Black.

23:31

Depression Pt. 2/3: “Get fit!”, "Appearances matter!" versus the actual harsh truth.

19:59

Depression Pt. 1/3: What Most Get Wrong / The Elder Millennial Lament

05:54

The Greatest / My Favorite Song(s) of All Time

08:53

My second follow-up. I should just leave it alone but whatever. I don’t have anyone else to talk to.

35:06

Vblog: happiness is fleeting (amid constant criticism, worthlessness, and PTSD flashbacks)

01:14

My Ibanez-Style Guitar Build (S, JS, RBM Voyager, JEM)

29:48

Responding to comment on last vblog: Openness, DIY, Uniqueness, Focus

27:15

David Draiman of Disturbed is the Fascist, Not His Foe Roger Waters of Pink Floyd

23:09

I failed. Again. (+2 Psych Exercises)

10:43

Just realized my critics are right: I AM a faker.

29:31

Vblog: gratitude + rant about being an effing loser

20:47

Guitar build status, my nuclear war book, & not good personal stuff

05:02

Gibson Les Paul Tribute Mods (Floyd Rose FRX, T Type Pickups, Kluson Tuners, Jackson Electronics)

32:01

A sampling of IRL bashing that echos when no one responds (CW: physical and verbal abuse)

15:46

I literally touch grass (sick of doing so figuratively)

25:29

Vblog: powerless, Big Five, parenting & book fails, drifting from myself (+ gratitude, so spare me)

29:27

Narcissism: Myself, Online Rival, & IRL Person (3 Case Studies)

07:37

I’m such a screw-up, it’s now literally true. I hate DIY.

30:27

4 Words I’d Say to My 18yo Self (+ Other Elder Millennial Lessons/Advice)

25:32

Do NOT argue on the internet. AVOID toxic fandoms. Good advice, BUT...

18:37

Vblog: Gibson LP mods, Gratitude/ Self-Consciousness, Toxic Positivity & Other Bad Advice

30:01

Gratitude Pt. 2: thank YOU, 2024 Plans, Past Relationships, & 2 Positivity Exercises YOU can do!

10:00

Vblog: fine, here’s a gratitude journal (from a bitter Eeyore type). Mostly relationships.

25:57

Vblog for haters. Enneagram, Ukraine, Gaza, Books. (Just downvote already.)

31:19

Gaza, US, and moral reasoning from 9/11 to 10/7 (& Ukraine, Waco, McVeigh, Vietnam, WWII)

20:34

My best guy visited! We talk our history, writing, books, personality/ Enneagram (+my cat!)

15:48

Gibson Les Paul Tribute Review (vs. Studio, Classic, old Customs)

10:00

5 Songs I Hate (not as negative as my other vblogs, ha)

09:56

It got worse. My life’s work is inexplicably crap.

12:14

Vblog: IRL friend blocks and book ratings, enne 4 vs 6 on superlatives and privacy