in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
We have been working on a project combining my artwork & our love of nature. I posted the animation I created back in December 2024. Please take a minute and watch & read the new description on the one video I have posted. These are just some shots of the piece while I qas still creating it, before animating. I hope everyone is doing great, love you all!! Thank you for all your love & support!!
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Hey everyone, I hope everyone is doing well, I miss you all!! I know I have mentioned the fact that we are in the process of moving. As you know, I am chronically ill as well as my husband & both legally disabled. This move is really stressful, I don't know how we are going to do this, but we HAVE TO DO IT.
To be honest with you all, when I get this stressed, I stop eating. It isn't like I am conscious of the fact. I just stop getting hungry. I am also neurodivergent, ADHD, IYKYK. That causes me to hyperfixate on certain foods and only eat those particular foods. Recently, the foods I have depended on for about a year, hyperfixate on, stopped being foods I love. So now I am on the search for yummy food, whole foods, no processed, premade anything. Thats one habit I have to stop.
All this to say, I got very sick & that's why I haven't live streamed or made any new content. I am sorry if I made anyone worry. My husband & doctor want me to get a feeding tube. There, that's the issue. I am eating again. It's just not enough. I am down to 87 pounds, four pounds from the weight I was when I fell into the DKA coma last year. But the big difference now is that my T1 diabetes is in control. My blood sugar would have to be running super high, with ineffective or no insulin & not eating well. I am safe in that regard.
So, that is the situation, as honest & upfront as I can be. That means I won't be live streaming that much until after we are moved. Hopefully, I can film the next two months, the good, the bad, and the ugly. So I can make a few long form videos for you guys once we are settled. I will try and live stream Friday, February 21st, in the evening or Saturday the 22nd, or possibly both or possibly nothing.
In the meantime, take care of yourselves & I LOVE YOU ALL!! π©π»βπ¦°ππ«Ά
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@MeeFuulMos Thank you for this drawing of me! (done in 45 minutesπ²π©΅) Everyone, check out this super talented artist! I will ALWAYS support artists on social media in any way I can. To be honest, it is one of the hardest jobs in social media. We will work for hours on one piece of art, it's AMAZING, we finally muster up the courage to post it & we are lucky if we get 30 views and maybe 5 likes, 0 shares. So PLEASE, whenever you do come across an artists work on YT, please like, comment, share(its free). TYSM
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Hey everyone! For now, I will be live streaming every night at 10pm to 12am. Eastern time. I would love to meet you! Let's hang out & talk about music, art, or just whatever is on your mind.
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Hi, I am Zenith Zendoo. I am asked what my name means, so scroll down for the explanation. I am an artist, musician & disabilities advocate. I livestream often & building a space where anyone can come talk or just hang out & chill while listening to music from classical to 50's to modern & everything inbetween, in a non-judgemental, safe space.
*the meaning of my name:
ZENITH=COLORFUL
ZENDOO= short for ZENDOODLER
ZEN=PEACEFUL
DOODLER=DRAWING
Zenith Zendoo =πβοΈβοΈ