in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hey guys. Yes once again I'm not uploading. I am physically able to upload but my mental bs and irl bs has caught up again and it is making it so difficult for me to even click the stream button. Without explaining it so I don't bore anyone, just assume that I really want to make videos but there is a magical presence that literally stops me from doing anything. I went to the hospital earlier this week and I will be working on it. Sorry that I can't be consistent like the past. If you all got a glimpse of what has happened in my life recently you probably wouldn't believe it haha. Maybe I'll make a video explaining it all as I have no problem doing it but I don't want to tell unnecessary stuff to people that just subscribed for epic gamer moments. Idk lemme know what u guys want on this channel i have lost all creative fidelity at this point XD
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nvidia ansel in custom games is gone. no more super uber epic thumbnails/panning cinematics :c
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Before you read on just know: I am fine.
Police showed up again to my house (can't count how many times it's been now) but this time I was unaware of it.
Hearing banging on the door at 9pm expecting its a resident that lost his key or something I hurriedly open the door and my eyes meet officers with weapons drawn. First time I had a gun pointed at me. Although they quickly put them away after realizing there was no immediate danger, it terrified me. I hate my living condition and it's the main reason why I stopped uploading In the first place. This won't stop me on YouTube though as I have less than a month left before hopefully I will be free from the person who caused all of these problems in the first place: my brother.
Sorry to tell you all this but I feel like when people notice my attitude or personality be drastically different from the past with no explanation I am doing you all a disservice. I don't have any plans at the moment to explain in detail what had happened to me these past 3 years but just know that my depression and other forms of mental issues did not come with light altercations. Thank you for understanding I will see you guys later this week.
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My name is Austin Adams, also known as Spliced, and I make videos for fun and entertainment! :)