Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Is this man okay??
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Was I surprised? No absolutely not-- Did I squeal in excitement? YESSS
okay, now bye bye haha
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Hellooo!! So I don't know how to go about this.
I'm tired. I just realized kids at school were bullying me when I thought they were just joking. I compare my talents to others. I feel disgusted in my own mind and body. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. In a way, I just want to die. Where is this coming from? No idea.
I'm at the point in my life where I feel.. Invalid. I'm having an identity crisis, and I'm worried that my friends and family won't find the identity I land on valid. I'm an otherlink, and I know my family won't support that. My only problems are school, so I never vent.
I'm always telling my friends "I'm open to listen to you vent anytime" (or along those lines), but the funny part is, I will never vent to them. After all, my problems are better left inside, they aren't as valid as my friends. I'm at the point of wanting to have trauma so my problems are valid. I WANT to be abused, bullied, hurt, all so I'm validated. That's disgusting. I'm disgusting. But what's most disgusting, is that I have to live in a world where that's how I think. And I love this channel. I love my fans. I love the people who say positive things in my comment section. I joined YouTube to share my creations, share my talents, but I HATE all my creations now. Because there's ways someone better, isn't there? I just want to cry, but I never know why I want to cry.
Signing off until I feel confident in my abilities again, goodnight, good morning, good afternoon. And I'll see you next time. Keep wandering through this space, my little astronauts<3
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So uh.... I may have started playing dti again.. AND I RECREATED MY LAST OUTFIT!! >_<
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My favorite outfit yet
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I love this so much AHHHHH😣😣
Maybe it's chaotic, but art is chaotic, and I love art
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Tell me why walking around as a pixelated pony is so fun😭
It's also fun spotting people cosplaying characters from fandoms you know/like! >_<
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Poor old Cassandra. Went from performing songs on stage to singing lullabies to a baby she didn't have a choice to have. The rockstar is losing her thunder..(idk if I want to make a video on her lore😣)
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Nobody reads my posts but I'm hecking in anyway!
I hope whoever reads this is having a great day, and if you're going through a tough time, I know you'll get through it <333
Also, random side note, I used to dislike my best friend because of her name, and now I can barely go 5 minutes without mentioning her. I literally perk up when I hear her name! (I don't have a crush on her though. I'm talking to YOU mom and dad)
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Okay, for starters, this isn't my art. I just found it on Pinterest, the artist is @zores_domain on pinterest!
So I just wanted to explain some things to u all. I'm exhausted. I still haven't gotten my sleep schedule together, and I probably never will. I'm not ready to go back to school, I'm not ready to meet new teachers. I'm just not ready to stop being.. Well.. A kid. Everything I ever knew about myself is crashing down, I'm changing, and I don't understand what I'm changing into. It's like I'm at war with myself, with one half of me being motivated to work and be organized, and the other half of me just wanting to sleep forever.
My channel isn't getting enough exposure for this to really be worth it. I mean, yes 600 subscribers is a big deal, but.. Barely any actually come back to my Channel afterwards. I'm just not talented enough, and if I ty to be, I get burnout barely even 1% into the project. I truly can't see myself ever becoming talented enough for this, and people always say it will happen with time, but.. With time, I also grow more impatient and exhausted. I'm not in a place at all to want to wait for "time" to come.
Anything else, I probably explained in my video or in other community posts. Okay, bye<3
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Average autistic person‼️
I just post whenever I want, no set schedule!
I'm an otherlink and furry!!
I support therians!!!
She/they/he!
Uhm my brain can't think of more to say