in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
102224 10:48AM
[MYNIWTHOUGHT]
I’m having a hard time moving today. Like the physical ability is there but the mental will or desire to move is greatly lacking.
Trying to wrap my head around $3.63 an hour + tips…
How can this be beneficial to me at my ripening age is like a confrontation in my brain. - Truly •
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101624 5:27PM
[MYNOWTHOUGHT]
I wanna leave something behind. - Truly •
Note: I’m fighting an invisible force and I am also uplifted by an invisible force.
The duality of positive and negative is constant and I’m tired in ways I try not to mention or even think about.
A joint would calm me right now but when I smoke it becomes an impossible escape method. An ounce a week isn’t enough and my ability to actually dream goes away.
I would sleep in a perpetual silence. Only the echoes and vibration of snores or visions I can never consciously recall.
Most of all the feeling and idea that having sex to sooth my pain or smoking to exhale it would distance me from God. Like a loss of faith… - Truly •
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MYNAME: TRULY.
A Washington, DC Native.
POET. PAINTER. SONGBIRD.
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