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Taylor R @UCuySkUHjdgugMw61waqFsRg@youtube.com

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Hi! I'm Taylor, a 33-year old new Mom originally from Canada


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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

Taylor R
Posted 1 year ago

Getting ready to welcome the year of the rabbit 🐇🏮

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Taylor R
Posted 2 years ago

Last Thursday I had my 6 week postpartum body check up. After being told I was all healed up and good to go we paid our bill and headed to the elevator as all of the nurses and staff said ‘congratulations’ and waved goodbye to us for the last time. It felt like we were finally getting off the rollercoaster that is IVF after about 4 years of it’s emotionally, mentally, physically, and financially challenging twists and turns. We are one of the lucky ones with a baby now in our arms.
At the beginning, I didn’t know when I’d get off this ride, or if I’d even complete it (maybe I’d fall off somewhere?). There was a lot of unknowns, but a lot more hope.
It’s a ride that no one wants to get on. The scariest kind with the highest peaks and lowest drops, the kind that makes your stomach ache. What helps with those aches is there are people on that ride that share some of it with you. There’s some ahead of you so you can see what’s coming, and there’s some behind you that through watching you speed ahead, will feel comfort. There’s even some beside you on another ride that will never fully understand, but will cheer you on as they see you loop around. Actually it will feel like people see you too much, almost like your clothes flew off somewhere along the way. People who were strangers will know the most intimate details about you inside and out.
The hardest part of the ride wasn’t actually the crazy loops or even the peaks/lowest points, it was the time in between that waiting. Sometimes just days felt like forever. You’ll keep asking yourself “when will it be our turn?”.

Then it came. Our turn came, but then it left. Then it came again and lasted this time.

Although our ride came to an end (and a new one is starting) I will always hold the memory of infertility struggles in my heart, and it will always be a part of my story.
No matter what ride you go on personally, I hope you hold on. I hope you have people to lean on to share your aches. I hope you discover more about yourself and just how capable you are of getting through your worst fears. I hope you keep the hope because that’s powerful.

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Taylor R
Posted 2 years ago

This love in indescribable. You’ve changed my whole world- my priorities, my goals, the way I view myself, and the way I view my parents.
I feel challenged (learning new things everyday with your guidance), empowered, and limitless.
When I look at you I see myself, I see your father, I see the greatest love of our lives. So great I sometimes think my heart might burst. I’m so glad you finally found your way to us. Thank you for making me your Mom ❤️

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Taylor R
Posted 2 years ago

1 week with you 🤍

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Taylor R
Posted 2 years ago

Motherhood is incredible ❤️ soaking up every minute right now but also eager to share my experience with you soon 🤱

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Taylor R
Posted 2 years ago

He’s here! Born the evening of March 9th ❤️ 7.02 lbs (tinier then we thought!)

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Taylor R
Posted 2 years ago

Waiting for you 💙
Almost 39 weeks now!

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Taylor R
Posted 2 years ago

恭喜發財!🧧🐯✨ Wishing you all good health, growth, love, and abundance for the year of the tiger! ❤️

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Taylor R
Posted 2 years ago

Happy holidays from our family to yours 🎄❤️ 聖誕快樂!

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Taylor R
Posted 2 years ago

Starting the last stretch 💓 Hello Third Trimester!

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