mom to angels on earth...mom to angels in heaven, victim of violent crimes..yes CRIMES, long term abuse victim (MULTIPLE), twice survivor of rape, all this by the age of 21! Lost the one guy who treated me kind before my now husband to a murder/suicide, so ive been thru hell and back, not to mention in my twenties, losing a child to still birth, 1 to an earlier miscarriage, and 1 precious love of my life, miracle child, years after birth, which was EXTREMELY traumatic, by far the worst pain i ever endured. I find peace inside my heart in helping others, and caring for children, that's own parents dont even care to care for, themselves, and sometimes worse...just UNFATHOMABLE TO ME. this is my channel! this is what i NEED to do. I'll do ones for other angels and missing children shortly. Caylee has touched my heart beyond words, and I can't help but to have fallen in love with her. Bless you all!