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peachgelic (nepoppy) @UCqr9sfYTrQX_kZiylltJtVQ@youtube.com

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Hello im lauren and i do speedpaints, mostly fanart. ✨✨✨


Welcoem to posts!!

in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c

peachgelic (nepoppy)
Posted 4 years ago

♡ Hello friends! ♡

I’ve never created a community post on here, and it’s already very weird as most of you know I haven’t posted a single video on here for 3 years now..

I figured to just speak out on here before I go ahead and resume my speedpaints on this channel , assuming that would be a little weird and I know i’ll have a lot of questions as to where i’ve been those past 3 years.

But nothing to worry!! It may come as a surprise to some, but yes, I am still alive lol

To sum up sweetly, I just lost my passion for art.

It does happen to some , and I hated every minute passing where I wouldn’t pick up my tablet and just get back to what I once loved to do.

I tried picking up art again multiple times through the past few years, recorded a couple speedpaints, for me to only just trash them afterwards. I don’t know what happened to me, other than my obvious depression that’s been fighting with me.

Growing up and life in general just really got in the way and art slowly faded out from my life more and more. I’ll be honest, really fucking sucked feeling that passion wither away.

And I do want to make a big apology to everyone who worried where I was, and just left without a trace basically. And another apology for me to take this long to finally acknowledge it. I see all of your comments asking where i’ve been for so long, and that a lot of you guys actually missed me.

However there is light !! ✨✨ With this quarantine, being out of a job now - i’ve picked up drawing again here and there and have slowly realized how much I missed sharing my artwork and process to others so I’ll try and continue to post speedpaints as much as I can. I can’t promise a consistent schedule or anything, but will take this one step at a time.

I truly hope you all love what I have to share with you guys soon, and will forgive me for my long-extended absence from the platform.


💫cheers <3

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