Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
QOTD: favorite breakup songs?
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QOTD: You were offered to take up a job for 31 days. WITHOUT doing any of the math, would you rather:
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Today hasn't been the best day for me :/ So what's everyone's go-to sad song that helps them release built-up feelings?
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QOTD: What's the ONE song that can single handly get you to be productive asf? First song that comes to mind! Go!
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What's your comfort song? The first song that comes to mind! Go!
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pick next video cuz i might post tomorrow too who knows!
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Some of you probably know I deleted my discord server. Iāve also been very inactive on youtube as well. I want to come here and speak up for myself because many members in the discord server are acting childish about the deletion.
Starting off with the main reason it was deleted: I simply couldnāt manage it. 9k people, about 8 staff members and 4ish had gone/been inactive in the server. That on top of youtube, depression, anxiety, schoolwork, sports, and maintaining a relationship was my friends was far too much for me to handle.
2nd reason: I was inactive on both youtube and in my server. It didnāt make sense to me to have a server for a youtube channel I donāt post on.
3rd reason: I literally felt uncomfortable talking in my own server. When I announced I was deleting it, I got messages from members attacking me for it and calling me insults. I also had members blocking me and continuously shit talking me and the head admins in private servers. Honestly I hope those people read this and know exactly who they are
Iāve devoted my entire time on youtube to helping other people. Iāve supported and helped people going through hard times that have said my playlists help them while ignoring and pushing to the side all of my own.
The second I try to wrap up lose ends and put forth myself Iām insulted and blocked by people Iāve never even spoken to, people I thought I was friends with, and actual 18+ ADULTS who find it necessary to shit talk a teenage girl in private servers.
Which comes to the 4th reason: Many members were or are now rude towards me simply because i deleted a server. A DISCORD SERVER. As if they didnāt have private servers with the same members in them.
Deleting the server has showed me 3 things. I made the right choice, I donāt think Iām returning to youtube or returning to consistent posting, and another server will never be made.
Because Iāve been blocked by a majority of those people thatās why Iām saying this here. Ridiculous for literal adults and 12/13 year olds to speak for me and put words in my mouth as if they knew me or knew what I was experiencing that caused me to make my decisions.
Call me sensitive if you want. But itās just genuinely ridiculous the treatment Iāve gotten even after deleting the server. The people this post is directed towards, I hope you see this and I hope you keep my name out of your mouth.
Iām trying to move on with my life and take care of myself. I hope you all do the same ā¤ļø
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I feel like I should be using my platform correctly. So I want to say this right here right now.
STOP ASIAN HATE.
We listen to their music, enjoy their foods, buy their products, watch their shows and movies, etc. There is absolutely NO REASON EVER to hate crime someone in the slightest way because of their Race.
If you watch anime, or like kpop, or enjoy Asian cuisine, or purchase products shipped from Asia, you should not be keeping quiet about this. Using their products isn't a reason to not hate crime them of course, but it's hypocritical and revolting to leech off of and depend on their products and people, and then hate crime them at the same time.
www.pbs.org/newshour/nation/w...
www.harpersbazaar.com/culture...
time.com/5947603/how-to-help-...
www.gofundme.com/c/act/stop-a...
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i think im back ? š
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(PLEASE READ)
Hi guys, I want to formally announce here I'll be taking a month or two break from youtube.
Alongside youtube shadowbanning me, and taking down videos that have been up for months due to copyright (despite the fact I see those songs being used in other people's videos all the time)
- Playlists including the lgbtq+ one, songs for when you want to leave your hometown, and coming of age pt 2
It's difficult to find the motivation to continue some days. I love making playlists and I love posting them but I also want to take some time for myself, mental health, other hobbies I'd like to focus on, and most importantly school in which I've been failing. (Yikes.)
I love you all and any missing playlists on my channel can be found on my Spotify -->
open.spotify.com/user/lzzay?s...
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every mood deserves a playlist to go with it
if a playlist is missing on my channel, it was most likely taken down due to copyright reasons and can still be found on my spotify.