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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hi everyone!
Me and 20+ other musicians collaborated on @Cochu's Splatoon idol medley! It's amazingly fun and I'm very honored to be a part of this!
Go check it out and support everyone involved! Thank you very much! ^-^
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Hello everyone!
I hope you’re doing well.
By the time I’m writing this, I haven’t uploaded anything for exactly a whole year, and I think you might’ve noticed that too. I wanna give an update on what's been going on around the channel and myself in general for the past year.
First reason is that I’m in college now. And it’s far more hectic and busy compared to when I started this channel in high school. I want to balance doing college work and making songs, and while it hasn’t worked out fairly well I’m still trying my best.
Since my last upload—honestly maybe even before that—I’ve been struggling with my mental health, and it really affects my ability to make music. I’ve been feeling burnt out and it’s very hard for me to push myself to work on anything properly.
I didn’t think it was a big deal since I’ve been burnt out before. I just need to take a break and push through it when I’m ready. But now it’s different and it feels so much worse, even after a break I still can’t bring myself to do anything. It’s almost to the point where I look back to my old works and I feel afraid that I won’t be able to do anything like them ever again, and that everything I’m doing is not good enough. How did I get here? If I'm able to do all of that, I should be able to keep doing it, right?
Being stuck inside and not meeting people for this long doesn’t really help either.
Honestly, it’s horrible. I was really frustrated and depressed, and I thought about quitting altogether multiple times.
And I really just want to tell everyone that I’m finished and stop making anything after that.
I don't actually want that though, I still love making music. This is what I’ve been dreaming of doing for so long. Quitting would probably leave me more unfulfilled than before. I think what I really want is to go back to a state where I don't hate everything I do every time I sit down to make something.
I'm very sorry for not uploading anything in such a long period of time, and for not giving any update for this long.
Things are slowly getting better though. I’m feeling better mentally. I’ve taken proper breaks where I don’t do anything related to music or youtube for a long period of time. I’m learning new genres and techniques that I haven’t thought about before. And I’m making things that I’m genuinely excited about!
I’m still not sure when I’m going to upload something again. But I want you to know that I've been making A LOT of things since my last upload, and I’m really excited to share it with all of you.
I’m starting to, hopefully, rediscover that excitement and fall in love with making music again.
Thank you so much for all of your support.
Have a nice day everyone, I’ll see you soon.
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Hello everyone!
I, along with 90+ other musicians, collaborated in@NoteBlock 's Super Smash Bros. medley. It's such a honor to be able to work with everyone involved with masking this!
I've looked up to so many musicians that are involved in this project long before I make music myself. So it's a HUGE honor to see my name along so many great musicians here ;-;
Please check it out and show your support to everyone involved in this! Thank you so much 💜
https://youtu.be/2Kk01MoYmWc
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Hello everyone! I hope you're doing okay!
I'm excited to announce that my remix of "Bubblegum K.K." has been nominated on VGMcon's 5th Annual Game Music Award for best electronic cover/remix!✨
I want to thank everyone who has listened and supported this remix, it really means a lot to me! I really appreciate it, and I'm really glad you enjoyed it!
I also want to give a massive thanks and shout out to Leafa/Mysticartes who made the cute and wonderful cover art of the remix! Her art is really amazing and you should check her out if you haven't!!! Here are some links to her socials:
⬥ twitter.com/mysticartes
⬥ ko-fi.com/caldisla
⬥ paypal.me/leafakins
If you want to check out the other nominees, you can see all of them at this link. You can even cast a vote to remixes/covers that you like!
⬥ www.game-grooves.com/blog/gmr...
(Also if you vote for me that'd be very poggers thanks 👉👈)
I feel so happy and honored. I've never been nominated on anything like this. It's really amazing to see my name next to very talented musicians >_<
Thank you so much everyone, take care and have a lovely day!✨💕
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