in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hello, my friends, I haven't done this type of post for a good amount of time, and I honestly do not like it at all, but I thought to myself that I should at least let you guys know.Alright, so as a few of you knew already, what is this post about? Well, I'm quitting YouTube and Discord. I've been doing this since last year, but there were always some issues with it, but this time it's different. Since last year, I've been trying to make a difference in my life, but I was relying on others, or in other words, doing things for others and not for myself, and I learned and realized that the hard way.I've been in this community for a long time. I've met a lot of people, and I've made a lot of friendships, yet I was always the problem. I didn't have people telling me right to my face that my attitude was bad or I shouldn't be this open-minded with people around me. I honestly got used to this kind of behavior because of the people around me, so when I meet or talk to different people, they just get annoyed by the way I speak.So I apologize from the bottom of my heart, and I hope you guys can forgive me. I've been childish at times and arrogant and stubborn.I want to change these things from now on.I had those who liked me and those who didn't, and I'm happy that I was able to find people who are genuinely interested in being my friends and on my side even if I was annoying. As for the other type of people, then it's their opinion, and I'm sorry I cannot make everyone love me. After all, I'm a human who makes mistakes.Honestly, guys, from my experience, if you really want to succeed and you have an important event, I ask you to stop using your phone. Like, do not think of using it, and if you need it for studying or anything else, delete your social media apps; they'll distract you and waste your time. Another thing is, if you want to do something, do not tell anyone about it, and do not take anyone's opinion. Make sure to follow one path, and I guarantee you success.And well, I don't have more things to say, and sorry I'm not the best person to talk about stuff like this. I wish that we could have reached 2k, but I'm still grateful to you guys for all the support, and thank you to those who were on my side all my time here and never doubted me.As for who is asking whether I will come back or not, well, I don't want to give false hope or wrong answers.It depends on the situation because I don't just want to finish my exams and return, but there are a lot of things I want to change or do in my life, which requires me to focus on them without distraction.I'm going to say either August or November, or worst case, next year, as I myself have not tried to be disciplined.But yeah, for now, take care of yourself and be happy with anything you have, and try to improve yourself, and sorry for the long yapping feast.
See you all one day. 🤍
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