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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
So, uh, hey guys! Itās been quite a while since I last uploaded and Iām sure some of you already know that I quit making content. Thatās not gonna change on this channel unfortunately. But itās not the only channel that I have.
During a low point in my life a while ago, I actually created a Gacha Club Channel. I had just felt so sad that I couldnāt draw everything that I wanted to and I desperately wanted to make something. With Gacha, I was able to create stories or memes without having to draw everything for it. And it was great! It made me feel so much better about myself to at least be able to create something, even if it wasnāt exactly what I wanted at the time.
The only reason I kept this channel separated was because I wasnāt entirely sure about changing directions like this. I didnāt want to be known as āa childish Gacha kidā or ānot a real artistā or anything else that non-Gacha creators say about them. I wanted to be an artist and I didnāt want people to judge me about something they have no business judging me about.
Iām a very socially anxious person, to the point that I havenāt left my house in years, not even once. But as Iāve gotten better at it and as I felt more and more happier about doing it, Iāve started to come to terms with it. I know I donāt want to continue this channel when I feel so much happier on my other one.
And I guess this is me finally putting this channel to rest so that I no longer have to feel anxious about its existence. Iām sorry for everyone who waited so long for a new upload and never got it. Howeverā if you still want to see the content that I create, you can go check out my other channel! Iāve started adding art back into it now that Iāve been feeling better about it, so I will still be doing art over there!
(Also, please donāt judge me lol. Iāll delete those comments tbh. I doubt many of you will read this, but it felt nice getting a weight off my chest and Iām not gonna let an asshole on the internet judge me, okay?)
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Hey guys! Iām gonna repost the comment I made on my āDonāt Forgetā video just to make sure everyone sees it. Also Btw, I have no idea how this happened to line up with THIS video of all the ones it couldāve happened during. That coincidence is making me kinda sad ;-; I donāt think Iāll be able to look at this picture again without remembering this
āSo, uhā¦ thereās no easy way to say this, but my Grandma has been diagnosed with cancer. Iām not sure how much it will affect my posting schedule, mainly because Iām already extremely inconsistent with posting.
But Iām not having the greatest time right now and Iām not gonna push myself to keep posting if I canāt. I have too many problems to deal with irl, but I honestly hope I can keep doing this because this is literally what I love doing the most.ā
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FYI, Iāll be posting a Speedpaint at some point of my recent āanimatedā meme, āI have no ideaā. This wasnāt planned, but Iāve been wanting to do Speedpaints since I started posting and I thought this would be nice for a little test run. Itās not the greatest, because it wasnāt planned like I said lol, but itās more of an experiment than anything just to see what I like/donāt like about it and what you guys like/donāt like about it.
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Hey guys! Been a little while, hasnāt it lol? Not many people see this, but I just wanted to let those who do know that Iām posting a video tomorrow! Itās not like my usual memes, more like one of those ten second animatic things, but I actually finished it and Iām fairly happy with it. Posting will still be very inconsistent, but hopefully Iāll get the next video done sooner than this XD.
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Just wanted to give an update for those who actually bother to read these lol. Iām in an art block right now, which is very frustrating and annoying. Iāve tried just pushing past it, but every time I try, wellā¦ I just get really exhausted and then I donāt want to do it even more.
So I genuinely donāt know when Iāll post another vid. Maybe my art block will go away soon or maybe it wonāt, I have no clue. In the meantime, Iāve been writing some things, but I donāt have plans to post that any time soon either. Sooā¦ sorry lol.
Have a good day yaāll!
(And donāt be a completely stressed out mess like I amā)
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Welp, since I last posted I got sidetracked on a completely different meme, and now Iām working on this. Sometimes not being able to focus on one thing at a time is soooo annoying. You have no idea how many half started ideas I have or even ideas that arenāt started at all.
I donāt know when thisāll be finished tho, cause Iām struggling to find the focus to draw rn.
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Alight Motion just crashed when I was trying to export the BG of the meme I was working on. Scary moment, but I think itās alright.
Looked fine when I finally got it exported lol.
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Channel is dead sorry lol