Lost my Lola forever, i wasnt thinking, now i am forever sad, working on my stability so i can search for her, which i am completly stupid person for ever letting her go..... i love you and i wish i wasnt that slow , my God how will i get you back in my life..... should have just left with you only.... forever mine Lola ....i dont want to miss her , because i wiol find her.... and do i have a home, yes, i just dont want to go back because my native place suck balls and its much better here independent not having anyone breathe down my neck, i wanted to have a dog and chill with my dog in nature, but she became possesive aggressive and growl at me and my family.... plus other people passing by, she would not hear anything. No toy, no food, no word or any command would work because she wasnt baby when we got her and she saw me as her babysitter.... if i waited i would probably be a breakfast. She really was different after she got shots , like they gave her rabbies with shot....