in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Wow I got awful news two days ago and now I feel like Iâm gonna have a panic attack every 7 seconds.
So for my sake Iâm going on break. Maybe for a few months. Because my mental health sucks and Iâd like it to suck less.
Follow me on blue sky to see my art and updates because Iâll still be drawing even if Iâm not posting videos, love ya đŠˇ
bsky.app/profile/nomx2chomp.bsky.social
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My channel is completely deadâ my subscriber count hasnât gone up or down from its current number in over a year. Iâm kinda just screaming into a fucking ether here
Can anyone even hear me in the void?? At this point Iâm just gonna focus on my art and college and tell YouTube to fuck off because nobody fucking cares about my shitty Sonic Gacha videos anyway and Iâm getting tired of wasting my time đ
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Watching Neaurotypical Autism Defenders⢠bully an actual autistic person because theyâre pretty and speak English is stupid AF
Iâm autistic. I speak. Iâm not pretty but I still try to put myself together, level of functioning is not indicated by your ability to speak. But your ability to effectively communicate and function in your day to day life.
Iâm a bit slow, I have a delay between me and my peers in how fast I got my license and I still donât have a job. Yes I can still technically function but my level of functioning is not that of the average neurotypical. I got told I donât have autism and Iâm faking it because I chose to drink hot chocolate instead of coffee and choosing the âchildish optionâ is showing how I stereotype autistic people.
First of all⌠fuck you. Second of all. Coffee is bitter and gross and hot chocolate is delicious and Iâll drink it as much as I damn well please.
If youâre not autistic and you see someone claim to be autistic and they act âover the topâ to you. Donât assume theyâre faking. Itâs super easy to not be a dick. Not to mention level of functioning can fluctuate based on mood. Iâm non verbal today because Iâm feeling overly anxious. That doesnât mean Iâm faking it cause I can talk normally. Donât be a dick
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Would you guys like it if I remade my capture AU? The art that I made for those videos is kindaâŚ. đŹ
And I kinda wanna create something that doesnât make me wanna peel my face offâ
(And yes. The original will still stay public)
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What the absolute fuck is wrong with the internetâ I just had to delete a comment where someone told me they were glad my brother died, that he deserved it and that they were the one who killed them and they hope I die nextâŚ.. what. In. The. Fuck. Is wrong with you??
I havenât mentioned having a brother for 6 fucking years cause It was personal, I finally came to a place where I can come to terms with it and decided to be open and honest about the loss and I deal with shit like this???
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Huh⌠I never realized thatâŚâŚThey even both have green eyes đ¤
How the fuck has she mistaken both shadow and silver for Sonic?! Is she colorblind?! Or stupid enough to think any male hedgehog is Sonic??? đ
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Sigh. Buddy. You can think whatever the hell you want, but when you tell other people their ship is bad, their opinion is bad, and are a complete jerk about it. And also just pull shit out of your ass to make your point. Expect a refutal.
Iâm gonna eat a fucking cactus ISTG đ
Also - some people have pointed out that I said I donât like Modern Sonamy because of how Amy treats Sonic and called me a hypocrite. however. Their dynamic is actually meant to be a romantic one/a one sided crush one. Meaning that their dynamic wouldnât change if they did become official, because itâs still a romantic dynamic. which makes it weird to me personally.
Whereas a rivals and romantic dynamic are completely different from one another and likely would have both parties acting completely different if the dynamic did hypothetically change. Which again. We see in sonic prime as Sonic and shadows dynamic changes from Rivals to Close Allies across season 2 & 3. They donât physically fight a single time in season 3, showing how if their dynamic did change, it wouldnât have it so they continue to fight and throw punches at eachother. Because changes in dynamic mean changes in behavior.
This is why boom Sonamy is peak because Boom Amy is the best Amy and you may quote me on that. Boom Sonamy is top tier. Itâs My second favorite sonic ship. Because their dynamic is mutual crushing and has some dorky antics but not borderline or over line obsession. A change in dynamic between two people can make or break a relationship. Which is why you shouldnât say that 2 people in one dynamic would act the exact same way in a different dynamic. Because they likely wonât. This is why enemies to lovers is so popular, because itâs a change in dynamic thatâs very impactful. And shows mutual growth. And can be a very powerful storytelling tool.
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I gotta say, itâs pretty based that sonic speed simulator is allowing me to wear this strawberry sonic skin đ
I have no regrets. None. Absolutely none.
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Bitches will really watch Sonic reject Amy 100 times, say itâs the peak Sonic ship.
then make a 3 hour hate documentary on Sonadow, why it sucks, why the people who ship it suck and why they have no parents with their reasoning being: âbecause I said soâ
(Iâm not saying Sonamy is bad, Boom Sonamy is peak, but a rejection is a rejection, even if you paint pink over it)
Itâs just homophobia at this point. Iâve even seen a very popular gacha tuber make some hate videos on Sonadow and have the caption be âto all Sonadow fans :)â
(If you know who this is, donât send any hate to them, two wrongs donât make a right)
And itâs just passive aggressive and mean for no reasonâ if I did that shit for Sonamy Iâd get flamed, why the heck are you targeting videos to the people who like a certain thing and then telling them they shouldnât like it and insulting them.
I keep getting tagged in them and getting them recommended to me, itâs disrespectful for no reason to target a group of people just to tell them why their opinion is invalid.
This isnât twitter or high school, yâall are big kids now. Act like it.
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Okay guys, yes. My brother is dead. Iâm not gonna explain how he died and I donât want more questions about it, I donât want to talk about it. I only mentioned it cause I was sad about it and didnât think people would either be constantly reminding me or questioning why.
He died 6 years ago. How and why isnât your business.
Thank you for your concern but Iâve moved on a long time ago and I donât want to have to relive all that grief by either being asked how he died or people reminding me thatâs heâs dead as if I donât already know.
I appreciate all the kind people who gave me words of support and simply told me they hope he rests in peace, but for those asking why he died, saying my parents âgot busyâ (gross) since I have a sister too. WHO IS ADOPTED BTW YOU PERVERT.
Asking if he was murdered. Or just plain ol pointing out that heâs dead by saying something like âat least you and your sister get along better then your brother(since heâs dead)â đ
Please stop. Thank you.
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Where TF did that milk go?? đ đ [On break until further notice]