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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hey. I’m quitting, today I realized how much I deeply don’t want my channel any longer. Like I said in the previous post I have no joy for it what so ever. Although I love you all, I truly do. I will miss everyone who has supported me during these times. I will miss so much and I hope everyone understands. I’m quitting for many reasons I have stated again and again, right now I just want everyone to get that I will miss this very much. Being a content creator was fun but right now my journey ends. I’ve been doing this channel since 2020 and it’s been 5 years already. I want to thank everyone truly for inspiring me to the best ability, making me feel confident and safe. I’m not perfect and no one is. So please understand that I’m doing this for my own good. I have truly enjoyed every single moment in this community and I’m finally ready to go. And to fellow creators and a message to new ones…Please continue on to create art, videos and express your creativity. You have made a change to a person, someone who loves you so much at that. Please, for me do your best and thrive to your fullest. We only have one life so make the best of it. My art over the time has grown so much from this platform and I couldn’t be more thankful to have gain these skills and abilities from people I look up to. Everyone is so creative, sweet and has many traits. You’re beautiful in your own way, you’re unique to me in your own way. You are you, and that’s why you are special. No one can ever take that away from you. Don’t let anyone get in your way, it will be tough but please understand to fight through the harsh times. Because someone is gonna always be rooting for you, that’s me. Please don’t let anyone tell you what to do, do want you want. Because it’s your choice, your decision. If you come across a low lifer hating on your content, think for a moment. They are just jealous. They are trying to infest you with horrible hateful thoughts that impacts anything that may come in your way. Unfortunately I can’t say there will be 0 haters in your journey but I know you can fend them off. And it’s okay to feel upset, because that’s a true okay feeling. Your are okay to express anything your uncomfortable with and I assure you it’s gonna be okay <3
If I do come back to YouTube it will be years from now and I probably will make a different type of channel and account. I hope everyone during this time can thrive and live to be the best version of yourself. So finally I love you all and wish the best for your future.
-SMHR
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Okay. I know this may seem like a scary post.
But I’ve been thinking about everything’s that’s happened and I may be quitting soon. Initially I have said this again and again I wanna quit and haven’t done it but right now there’s a lot of things impacting my decision to. I feel like I have no more joy in posting YouTube. I may wanna do other socials but not YouTube. I’m tired of making YouTube videos, I can’t even make proper ones now that CapCut is taken down. If I quit my channel will delete all videos and I will probably not willingly want to contact anyone. Sure I might comment on posts but generally I don’t wanna do this anymore, I’m still at a young age and I feel like it’s so troubling. It gives me anxiety at times and I feel like it’s just super impacting. I hope to recreate my YouTube channel when I’m more older and mature because I feel I’m not ready to handle things right now. Please don’t be angry at me, I’m sorry if I disappointed anyone, I feel heavy guilt if I did. But I can’t keep doing this over and over again. I’m not really getting anywhere and I don’t even wanna post the content I’m doing now, I actually wanted to post vlogs or something like that. But soon enough I’ll make my decision if I want to or not. Please respect my decision, I’ve gotten backlash for my indecisiveness and I don’t want it to happen again. If I get hate for this it just makes me feel like I shouldn’t have a say in what I WANT to do. I feel like that a heavy amount of time, I feel often controlled on this app and don’t feel comfortable sometimes. I just want my mental health to get better and it’s not when these things are troubling me, so for now I’m going to take a small break, and hopefully when I come back I will have my answer. I don’t wanna scare or hurt anyone involved with me, I deeply love you so and care so much about you. But I also need to take care of myself, and love myself. And I’m nowhere near that. I know I’m not ready for a channel like this because mainly haters. Haters often push and shove at me and I’m a very sensitive person. Just one hate comment can shatter my heart entirely, so I want you guys to know that all of those reasons is why I want to possibly quit. No joke I love YouTube but it’s draining as hell. I can speak for some people there’s hard times. So at the end of the day if you’re not happy with this post PLEASE understand I’m a HUMAN too. I’m a minor, and I’m sensitive as a person. I have feelings and you can’t control them. If you control my decision it will not get better for either of us. I hope to my heart you guys understand..
16 - 8
Hhhh
17 - 2
I hate when I get caught laughing at those goofy ahh videos with clips that go to fast for my brain to even process what happened
16 - 0
Hear me ou
10 - 4
HELP. BEEN ON CALL SINCE 9:00 TO DO THIS SQIUDDLES GAME HEAR ME OUT CAK
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IM ABT TO CRASH OUT😭😭
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Squid game is cooked😭
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There’s only one thing to do..
Three words..😔
F-FFFORRR YOUU..😓😓
💕🥰I love you…~💋💕
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☆..Open...☆
★IM SMHR!!!★
{aka your artists favorite artists lmao💕}
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