Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
hi, thank you so much for all the wishes and kind words on my last video i haven't really had the energy to respond to them all yet. i know you guys want my mental health to get better and that means a lot to me. i wish i could say that it has, but as you might have guessed from the lack of videos recently, that's not really the case. iām sorry to disappoint, but iām still holding out hope. my mental health over the summer was honestly good, but now that fall's here, a lot of things have been weighing on me. my boxes from japan have been really delayed, but today i got the message that theyāre finally in sweden, which took a huge weight off my shoulders. i didnāt really have the budget for new winter clothes since moving has been expensive, and with the weather getting colder, i was worried the boxes wouldn't even show up, but thankfully they did!
i'm also still waiting for my mental health diagnosis to be approved so i can get the help i need, but iāve been anxious that it might not go through because if that's the case i'm in a lot of trouble, and thatās been really stressful. on top of that, there have been so many other problems that make me lose a little hope in society. it makes me sad that some people donāt want to help those who need it, but at the same time, iām really grateful for my kind neighbors who have been looking out for me.
for most of october, iāve been stuck in bed but iāll try to get back on track. iām also trying to remind myself that when people who drain me try to weigh me down, i donāt owe them anything, and they donāt even really know me. i open up to the people i care about, like you guys. youāre my little family.
love, ellen
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Hi, i'm back šš»šš»
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hi lovesā” finally, i have uploaded a new video for you guys! i go to two super cute cafes, bake and have a picnic
also if you have time please read the video description, i explain a bit more about the future of this channel on there and such
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ąØą§ next video up on june 5th ąØą§ I will be back uploading two times a month and posting on monday morning at 6am JST so probably on sunday for you. I actually have a lot of videos to edit, im kind of bad at taking the time to edit videos oops
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do you have anything you want me to sew? i've sewn dolores black and white ribbon set and a christmas/winter dress. i'm thinking of maybe doing a ballerina costume but its a lot of work so i'm a bit scared to be honest haha... i can also do easier diys for you to follow. please let me know your thoughts!
also my camera is not working atm so the quality wont be as good for some upcoming videos, im sorry about that! hopefully i can get it fixed this monthā”
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i was about to film the outro for a decorating video but its now gloomy and its probably going to be like this for the whole week... i really need sunlight so im going to have to wait. until then ive started editing another video, a what i wear in a week kind of vlog! hopefully you guys like that format. also ive been wanting to step up my editing game so that means it takes much longer to edit. ive been editing the new vlog now for one and a half days already and im not even half way done lol...
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im working on a big project right now, a bedroom makeover!
my latest video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsDqW...
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ā”thank you for 2k subscribersā” what videos do you want to see more of?
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š§øsurprise gift boxes are hereš§ø
treat yourself to something handmade this holiday and support a smol business
www.porcelainrabbit.com/product-page/surprise-giftā¦
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whats your favorite fashion style?
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hi im ellen alicia, a scandinavian girl living in a little town in sweden. i share the behind the scenes of my small business but also my hobbies which include art, crocheting, fashion, sewing, decorating & baking ąØą§