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Literally 4 reviews away from 100 reviews!!! :U
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You Chads are too funny :U
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Hi!
Where Have I been? After the death of my brother I shriveled away in bed :U
But I kept myself busy! I tried learning game dev ^_^ My game isn't very good, but gosh darn it, I tried my best!
It's only 9 levels and easily beaten in less than 10 minutes lol but check it out if you want! I promise the next game is gonna be 10x better ^_^
store.steampowered.com/app/3365000/Zombies_Ate_My_…
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So I've been just crying all day cause of brother.
I'm just gonna be in bed for a while okay.
Here's a cat.
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Back from that long drive. Gonna take some time for myself thanks.
Here's a cute dog.
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So I got a call this morning from the family saying my big brother is dead...
I'm fucking broken... Life has literally taken so much from me...
I've wasted so many good chances in this life most of you will never get. I put off setting things right with him because he needed ALOT of time to grow and now he's dead.
If you're looking for animations that come from my soul you're probably in the wrong place right now.
He was... an alcoholic. As well as some other nefarious substances. Very fun and sociable to be around. Complete opposite of me really. I gave up drugs and alcohol because I didn't want to be him. Made me very bitter. He never really grew out of it. Always blamed my mom or dad or me or ex-wife or society for his problems. Never took responsibility and always had an excuse. Very good at manipulating people and telling lies that turned into truths and played the victim and fanned flames to create drama.
He was drinking at a bar, paid his tab, card was declined so he paid in cash. He looked pretty drunk so the bartender I'm guessing tried to stop him from leaving because in the state he was in, the bar takes responsibility for patrons with 3 times the legal blood alcohol content. So my brother of course does the stupid thing and dashes out. It was pretty foggy. Tried to cross a pretty big street... Like one of those streets where the limit is 55. Missed by the first car and got slammed by the next car. On Fucking New Years. Didn't make it to see 2022.
I'm fucking broken... I can't tell you how stupid that was... How angry I am. Fucking idiot. But that's him. He probably was thinking he didn't want to deal with the cops cause he knew he'd be in trouble and the family would be mad that he was caught drinking especially since he was visiting grandma. Didn't have ID on him. Took the cops a bit to figure out who he belonged to. Kinda angry about that. Don't serve people without id. Yeah, he was a bum. Yeah, he was pushing 40 so who the fuck cares give him a beer no don't server people without id fuckers can't even drive.
So now I gotta go claim the body and console the grandma who is a wreck and how the fuck do I keep getting to be the one that handles all the death. Had to put down every animal I loved and show the little nieces and nephews the ashes of their grandfather and explain that it was their Opi so they get a small glimps of the importance of life and still hold a caring and compassionate face. Can't cry in front of mom or dad because have to be the one to carry that weight.
Seeing my dad cry about his dead son, YOU HAVE NO IDEA. Will try to cheer him up later. Perhaps compliment him on how much weight he's lost recently and joke about if that made his dick looks bigger XD Gotta go make sure my mom doesn't start shit with my dad about it cause she blames him for litterally EVERYTHING. Gonna be a long and lonely drive.
No new work for any of you. I had passion for a little bit because I felt free of burden for a little bit but I think that's gone for a while. And you know what? Fuck it. I wanted to make more stuff because I wanted to make y'all happy but I think it's more about making me happy. And I'm gonna do that when I damn well please.
Pet every dog or cat you can before you die. It's the only thing that matters.
Fzzy
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Cat's are adorable.
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FNAF WIP Animation.... Using the new Blender program is very much different. So I don't know if it'll feel like my old stuff. And it DEFINETELY won't feel like my flash stuff. But Still fun to play with.
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I'm making a smaller FNAF animation to quickly dip my soft gamer toes into blender animation before I start doing bigger projects. I gotta say it's really fun to put this one together because it's much more fluid than my normal animation process. I usually animate things cut on certain beats. It makes for a very simple shot-for-shot format. This next animation explores more of just following characters with a single camera locked onto them. I don't know what type of shot that is called o_O I guess character action shot?
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Animating in blender. It's fun to learn again :D
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I animate because it makes me happy :D Alot of my work recently has been very deep and meaningful to me so I'm proud to show it. Most of it is symbolic so don't take anything literally :U
Unlike most people that animate from their brains or hearts, I animate from my stomach -_-' Much like Kurt Cobain would sing. It gives me a tummy ache. But I think it helps me dive deeper into feelings and understanding of the universe. That's basically me... Some person who doesn't have enough time for art but still does it to figure things out in their life.
Schooling: I never had the chance to go to fancy schmancy art school. Had to work. Didn't grow up in California. I did take a few classes on classical painting when I could. No degree. Started animating stuff in flash, went to tvpaintanimaiton, and currently use blender cause it's free lol. If you want to animate, go to school for it. School is not needed but I can tell you it would help ALOT.