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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
I realized that I never really gave a reason why I quit in my short, so here's the long answer.
When I was a kid, I would hop on YouTube and watch videos from my favorite people, and I thought to myself, "wow. I bet that would be fun to run a YouTube channel!'
So later in my life, I did. I realized that it was quite hard to gain subscribers, but eventually I got to over 1k. Before that point, I truly enjoyed making videos. It was sort of like my go-to for creativity. The editing and the reactions always made me happy, with the exceptions of a few shitty people. When I first started and up until the peak of my channel, it was fun.
Later though, I was getting older and was growing out of my obsessions. I had bigger things to focus on now that I was entering adulthood. I was more focused on becoming an adult and getting skills for independent living and all those other things you had to think about that I would never make videos. When I did post something, I never had the time to make something actually meaningful, but rather just a lazily thrown together video or just a recorded short from my phone camera. The peak of my channel was when I had hit 1k. My views and subscribers were at an all time high, and things felt great. As I grew though, my views and my subscribers bgan dropping. When looking at my studio page, the majority of my views, likes, and comments were from non subscribers, showing that the majority of people who didn't watch my content were my subscribers.
With this sudden decline in my reach, I realized that videos maybe didn't mean the world to me anymore, and that maybe I should focus on things that matter.
I began focusing on school and life stuff more, and after quitting YouTube I noticed that my mental health and my progress throughout school has improved so much since I left. For me, leaving YouTube was one of my best decisions.
Although I felt terrible for leaving my fans behind, I am glad I did, because I am a better and stronger person because of it.
This doesn't mean that I didn't care about my subscribers, and as a matter of fact, they meant the world to me. I always loved getting to interact with my fans and create a safe and engaging fanbase. Although those times are now over, I am grateful for every one of you who made my channel possible. I wouldn't be here without you.
Apologies for the long message, but if you read to the end I hope this cleared some things up for you.
Again, I appreciate you all from the bottom of my heart ❤️
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Hey! I'll be taking a little break from YouTube for a while. Not sure when I'll be back, but I just need to get some things off my mind.
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Hello! So this is the design i came up with for the giveaway. I want to test my skills and this is the project i'll be doing it on. This will be worked on in my free time. There are a lot of colors in it that i don't have, so it's going to take a bit for me to get materials. I won't allow deadlines on this suit. NOTE: I am challenging myself on this, and the quality of my suits may not be the same on this. I can cover shipping within the US, but international people will have to pay shipping if they win. Note that shipping may cost Over $100 depending on where you live.
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I may do another fursuit giveaway for 2k subscribers. You may all vote on species, and i'll come up with some concepts that you can vote on too!
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Apologies for being absent for so long! A tutorial video is coming next ;)
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I got covid so I'm gonna be kinda sick for a while.
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My mom has covid currently, so I need to be with her to take care of her. There's a possibility that I could get covid from her, but I think I'll be fine. Please be patient with me while I help her through this 🤎💚
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Fursuit makers: do you carve bases standing or sitting?
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Summertime swim! Another vid is coming soon, and an annual video for fourth of July.
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There is nothing "life" about being Pro-Life. Pro-Life means not allowing women to make decisions for their own bodies, making them risk poverty or death for your beliefs, making women give birth against their will, and then stripping the child of healthcare and education when born. If you are Pro-Life, you have no respect from me. If you are Pro-Life, fuck off. Get off of my socials. I hate all of you Pro-Lifers. Get out of my life.
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**I am now a retired YouTuber. I no longer make videos but I will still respond and react to questions or comments. Thank you for your support over the years!**