_When I was young I had no clue about anything.All I remember doing is what made me feel good and being grounded by mom every time I turned around.
_Dad is away driving truck.Can not even remember mom or dad sitting down with me and just being a friend.Giving me a clue to what I should be thinking or doing.
_So here I am just a kid that no one wants to be with because I can't do anything.Mom was so worried about me she kept me inside, or just in the backyard in my huge dirtbox.
_So all this time when I was young and by myself I never learned how to be social.
_Held back in the first grade because my teacher thought I was too immature.
_So there I sat in a first grade classroom doing second grade work.While the few friends I had went on without me.
_Turned sixteen my freshman year and the party was on.Everyone wants to skip school and go get stoned.Well I liked to get drunk.
_So much trouble in school I quit.
_How I loved to drink.
_And then way to much to drink on 11-27-1991