in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hey, so this is actually the 3rd anniversary of my first post here, and I just wanted to thank everyone for bringing me to where I am now on this platform!
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Iām re-branding.
[at the time of this post, my display name is āostexxibleeā]
Iām privatingall of my videos except for the ones I like and my MEP.
Then at some point, I believe next February I will begin making content again, however, I donāt know when I will start posting it.
8 - 1
Here is my perspective:
Recently, I discovered that onebizarrekai, the creator of Dreamswap, ibvis, and dintis, has exhibited problematic behavior. This realization is significant for me, as I was introduced to their work at a very young age.
Despite this, I find myself remaining a part of the fan base, choosing to overlook their issues because I genuinely enjoy the story. However, I plan to diversify my content and post about other interests in addition to Dreamswap moving forward.
Although Dreamswap will always hold a special place in my heart as a special interest, I believe that if I want to engage with my audience, I should showcase a variety of topics. After my indefinite hiatus, I intend to post every other week. My content will alternate between Genshin Impact (including edits if TikTok is banned) and Dreamswap gacha videos.
I still thoroughly enjoy the community, even though I don't support the creator. My tolerance for some behaviors stems from being part of several communities led by problematic individuals, which has desensitized me to these issues.
That said, I want to be clear that I do not support onebizarrekaiās actions moving forward.
9 - 6
[Light Vent, no trigger warnings]
We donāt talk about this much, but we are a dissociative identity disorder (DID) system, we donāt talk about it because itās heavily stigmatized, but weāve been struggling a lot with disorder recently and the associated amnesia is grasping on for dear life.
Iāve realized that we very well may forget this channel exists, and I wanna apologize in case that does happen ^^
14 - 0
This post contains heavy content, but itās more just a mindless ramble about how people make characters antagonists in the worst ways possible
Because Iāve seen so many people make characters into pedophiles for literally no reason?? Like I get it. Theyāre bad, but there are so many other societal issues that you can have a character do to make them dislikable as opposed to liking children.
Honestly, as somebody was experienced, both things, I would much rather have somebody portray sexual assault as opposed to pedophilia and/or grooming. Because thereās a line in what should be permissible in fiction. If the storyās core message isnāt about pedophilia or grooming, it shouldnāt be a feature in the story.
This isnāt abt anyone in particular btw
I just got a TikTok about nightmare sans being canonically racist and a following TikTok about pedophilia being a scapegoat to making a character unlikable
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Hello, I would like to apologize to everyone for my previous behaviors.
Most of it was, what I believe to be, due to a psychotic breakdown.
Which does not excuse any of my actions.
However, I would like to point out that it was mentioned several times, by myself, that I was in an unwell place mentally. And my delusions and disordered thought were only fueled by the reactions I got by a group of people/person. I am not claiming victim.
But I am pointing out of this situation, would never have been so severe if they had been mature and ignored me.
With this post, I am going on an indefinite hiatus.
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