in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
alright so im still on break i never clarified im leaving the internet entirely im currently remaining with close friends who have been helping me during my time of fixing my mental health but i wanna bring up something
pola made a doc on azul detailing everything ive done witch we both deserve i did fuck up and azul did also and again i do regret my actions and apologies to everyone ive hurt but i got a problem with the doc
during the last part of the doc pola brings up drama that ive been apart of before?? mainly shit thats been settled for like a year now in that section it even includes a fake screenshot the one with the boykisser
i have taken accountability for all of that already but you gotta keep in mind i did all that shit when i was around 14 to 15
I will be making a video soon detailing what ive done and what azul has done
its better to come clean
7 - 2
ok so i unlisted my apology videos as i want to remake them and i dont feel comfy showing my face
I didnt private them cuz im a coward i privated them so i can mainly forget about all of this but to make them better
12 - 0
hey
i kept my promise and im finally getting the mental help i need
wanted to say this here im sorry all of my past actions and how i handled the situation at hand it was unprofessional of me
i hope you all have a great day!
13 - 2
yikes ok came to my full sences and relooked at my apology video and its so fuckin ass my voice is feeling better so i might redo it with myself actually talking and mention things i didn't mention that should've been addressed
jesus fucking Christ i am not good at typing today
7 - 1
forgot to address somethings in my video
i would also sometimes act racist in the fandom jokingly but thing is this is like really old news
i am a horrible person to date i exploited Symphsilliez and i deeply regret my actions doing so
a little birdie told me i didn't address sexual testing even tho i did in my video by me saying " it even got to the point i tried to force the kink onto a friend" i was sexually texting them
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crime -flare