Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Painting i did yesterday
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Last post about decorating my tree :3 (send me anything -- nothing gross or disrespectful. Ill be able to read it on Christmas! )
colormytree.me/2024/01JE4R5HTP7HK01FHPP80DDH5F
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important milestone, SH mentioned //
Today marks 1 year of being clean from SH and I couldn't be more proud of myself.
sometimes I still struggle with urges but I'm glad I've never acted on them /gen
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Decided to make tellonym after not having one for like 5 years of not using the site in case anyone didn't want me to wait until Xmas to see what they put on my tree or want to ask me a question.
tellonym.me/edencanflyy
Please be respectful and don't be an asshole is all I ask if you send me a message/question. I deleted / block and/or report (if necessary). I will not answer anything that feels too personal to me, sorry.
Please note I only answer whatever I want so apologies if I skip over your message.
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Vent //
Just got an apology from someone i didnt expect relating to my trauma of 2020 (not from my groomers or abuser but someone heavily involved with what happened) and i honestly idk how to feel about it.
on one hand, im glad you realized what you did was wrong and are taking the steps to get better but on the other hand its 4 years too late and the damage was done and im severely traumatized by your actions. Why now apologize? What happened to you to realize what happened was fucked up? Is this just a ploy to make you feel better about your actions and guilt?
so many questions run through my mind and i honestly idk how i feel.... will i ever know? idk....
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new vid on main channel :3
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something for fun
come decorate my tree (leave an inspiring message, tell me a joke, anything :3)
colormytree.me/2024/01JE4R5HTP7HK01FHPP80DDH5F
if it does well this year, ill do another next year :D
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"But I have friends, oh I have friends and they all matter
And they all care about me
She don't know what that's like
She says they wanna fight me
I won't come home tonight
But now the table's turned, because I won't fight back
I will just let them hurt me until the world goes black
I think I know what's coming, and I just don't care" /lyr
(Me vs Your Friends -The Flat Stanleys)
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"Get Jinxed"
gift for my pal, August, bc we are watching Arcane together ToT
im a Jinx apologist /srs
anyways, had to draw the sonas as our favs
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new video on the main channel
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Eden / them-they / adult / has BPD, PTSD, Bipolar I, & GAD / vent acc