Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
What in the fuck am I watching right now.......
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Can we get a volunteer to head to India and show them which way the chain goes? wtf.... >.<
https://youtu.be/L5NlS0k592Q?si=vIuFM...
https://youtu.be/SFgqoYaYx0Q?si=Z2t5I...
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Ordered a new gopro to start filming again, this is what came....π
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In jail, see you in 7
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While I was planning on doing a stream with the fur babies tonight, I ended up finding a temporary home for both Rake and Gibbs. As it's just me and crow now, I'm going to skip it. Huge thanks to whomever had chik-fil-a left at my door when I got home lol, huge pick me up on a difficult day.
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Apologies for missing the live stream the other day. Right after I scheduled it I ended up in cuffs and spent the last 1 1/2 days in jail.
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I honestly find all the different social media app quite overwhelming, if you're David Vann, or another that possibly had a job opportunity, please just email me at jonathancwthayer@gmail.com, then we can cut through the bullshit and just exchange phone numbers.
Also, a huge thank you to everyone that participated in tonights live chat, really lifter my spirits, I owe you all a huge debt of gratitude.
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To my friends and family, please allow me to apologize for my behavior over the last 2ish years. After my accident, my mental health started a steep decline, I lost everything and didn't understand how I could get screwed so
badly when I was protecting cops on the highway. I became psycotic and delusional, truly losing touch with what reality was. To help me out, my parents gave me a vehicle and even bought me a house, and in return I went
crazy, damaged their property, and then threatened to kill my father. Of course they put restraining orders on me, I was honestly dangerous. Since that time, I've become grounded back in reality, but have not been doing well
in dealing with the memories of what I said and did. How could one even ask for forgiveness when were the roles switched, I don't think I'd be able to give it. All I've been doing for the last 9 months is drinking away the
memories, waking up, just to drink myself back into unconciousness because I can't cope, seeing no real hope for me in the future. I honestly figured I would drink myself to death. A conversation with a friend the other day
made me realize that there is hope, but I'm so far gone I don't really see how. I'm broke, no job, no vehicle, I haven't even had a shower in months, I'm quite literally a disgusting human. I'm sorry for the way I've treated
everyone, and ask for forgiveness, and any advice you may have on how to get me out of this downward spiral I'm in. Also, as I admit that I'm basically unable to take care of myself, it's going to break my heart, but I
realized that I can't take care of my cats. If anyone out there is looking to adopt, I have three amazing kitties in need of a good home.
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Love me some David Crossπβ€
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Glimpse of life as a tree climber, comprehensive gear reviews, with a bit of ridiculousness.