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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hey Everyone, This is really hard to write this whole thing. But I need to get this off my chest… I honestly think this year has not been good for me… to losing my Discord account, to showing my annoyed an ugly side too the Pacific group that cost me to kick out and get banned for the server due to my emotional well-being, To one Well-known person I was supported him for which now blocked me due to reasons that I mention. which I hate about myself. and worrying about the world around me. Plus, losing motivation as it goes on and on. There's a point that I just stuck at my own procrastination… I don't know what I do, but just watching YouTube and TV in my bed all day, I want to animate again... but the animation app That I was using that I grew to hate, which I finally done with “flipaclip” for good... I want to use Adobe animate but there is just one instant problem that I just cannot know how to fix. I tried tutorials on YouTube but at this point I just cannot find it being I ended up stop trying... of course, I tried to use krita which I think this software looks good on, hopefully that I don't mess this up. And of course in school which I get tired of, and at this point I just wanted to graduate and not dropped out. Which this school wants me to graduate when I turn 21, which I don't want that to happen. I want to get a paying job, and I want to learn how to pay digitally, but I think nobody is going to help me with it. even worse, My Ambivalence gets the best of me, which at this point I realized “what's wrong with me” do I have bipolar with mood swings or something-hidden depression or even ADHD, which I don't think is ADHD, but if that is the case “I need help.” What that means is I want therapy. I do want to tell my parents but I just don't have the guts to say it. I want to be normal, well, I'm never going to be normal, Since I'm autistic of course… but I don't want to be annoyingly weird to others you know, like I want to be responsible of course... And also not to be the odd one out, like I always will. I want to make my own show someday, but at this point I just can't right now. To be fair I'm not taking a break from the internet just yet… I'm just slowly losing motivation from it. But what I am trying to say is that “I'm not okay” I keep saying to others that I'm fine… but really I'm not… I just feel so tired. even though some days are just chilling. and I hope you understand what I'm going through right now. Also to the group that I hurt with, I'm truly sorry, and I won't let that happen again. Even though that was in July age. And also, Merry Christmas… even though it was yesterday.
From: Shontae Jr.
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Hey Everyone, please help Artificial Deluxe... Them need it 😭 🙏🏾
youtube.com/live/ca1lI5FBJ6I?si=Vhxn-lRs3smPji7D
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🎃 HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!! 🎃
Me as Some scary clown guy in a suit... Definitely not Joker course.
& PBM as Pomni I guess
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HEY EVERYONE, PLEASE WATCH THIS NEW OBJECT SHOW... IT IS GOADED!!!
https://youtu.be/Xk1YVcQ0ay4?si=zX2zz...
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Hey, Everyone, bad news. So I was making a reaction video of Object Invasion Episode 1 2024 on OBS. And I reacted and recorded the whole video; of course, there is one problem that fucks up everything, my audio mixers, for some reason, aren't active, so the whole recording has no audio… so yeah, I'm now 100% pissed. Like, bro, I've been waiting on the episode since this week, and I finally have time to react to this. And OBS has to fuck it up. So what should I do now? I can't just Re-react to OI again… so what should I do >:(
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Hey, go watch Rise to the Top... I voice one of the characters there
https://youtu.be/ujVdEn0d0F0?si=BweYD...
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🎪 DIGITAL CIRCUS FOREVER 🎪
Hello Everyone, My Name is Shontae... and I am a Black Autistic OSC YouTuber who made animated videos and stuff.
Discord Name: shontaehere_
1. Animation Skit
2. Shontae Object Show Abridged or SOSA
3. Reaction
4. Animation Meme (sometime)
5. Camp Entries
6. Stream (sometime)
Other Shows I Work for [2024 Update]:
docs.google.com/document/d/10DzRc-ePpEYTn6V3Ao4pqI…
Milestones:
100 Subs - March 11th 2022
200 Subs - December 30th 2022
300 Subs - January 1st 2024
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