It's painful to fall in love
With someone who has someone else..
Especially when you tried everything to
ignore the feelings..
Worst if that someone made you feel
as if you are someone special..
But then you're just special
and never would be LOVED...
How can we love people who dont seem
To make things worth it all?..
Why do we become so numb
caring for the person whom at times
Dont think of us in a day or two?..
Why do we let ourselves hurt
and continue hoping for a LOVE
that makes us defenseless?..
And why do we prioritize these people
who only choose us as options?..
Are these the reasons why sometimes
in love, we end up losing ourselves?
Im standing in this dark road, under the rain..
Im missing you but I dont mind the pain..
Coz every night I dream of you and me together..
Ill be waiting for you even if it takes forever..
I wish i never met you..
I wish I never knew you..
Coz since the day I met you,
Im slowly dying on loving you