Retired gaming YouTuber. Not sure how many people will see this but here's the story:
- Got depressed in high school due to what I now know was gender dysphoria, too depressed to keep channel going so I ghosted
- Dissociated and depressed for ~10 years before getting therapy and transitioning
- Now am incredibly happy having transitioned, working as a Veterinary Technician and living with my wonderful boyfriend and our cat
Apologies to all that were fans who were left with no explanation and no uploads; I was not in a mental place to even think about keeping the channel going - but that still sucks for all my old fans and I'm deeply sorry