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CHEERS TO 28!
First, I want to say thank you to everyone who wished me a âhappy birthdayâ last Friday, 11/15. I truly appreciate it! This post is a bit delayed because, honestly, Iâve been enjoying and celebrating the start of a new chapter in my life. After many battles, with mental health being the biggest one and healing closely following, this journey has been long. Thereâs still work to be done, but Iâm in a much better place than I was this time last yearâand Iâm committed to continuing to grow in the years to come.
This chapter is called âME,â so, as always, keep watching this butterfly form. đ
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ITâS MENTAL HEALTH AWARENESS MONTH: IF YOU HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING ME FOR A WHILE OR YOUâRE NEW HERE, MY MENTAL HEALTH IS ONE OF THE THINGS I AM SUPER TRANSPARENT ABOUT. AS THIS MONTH COMES TO AN END, I WANT TO ENCOURAGE MY PEOPLE WHO SUFFER FROM MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES TO KEEP PUSHING AND REMEMBER TO NOT BE SO HARD ON OURSELVES. CELEBRATE EVERY GOOD MOMENT AND EVEN THE ONES THAT SEEM BAD, BECAUSE IN THE END, WE GAIN A LESSON. CELEBRATE EVEN IF ITâS ALONE, BECAUSE ITâS NOT AN EASY BATTLE. PEOPLE LIKE TO SAY ITâS ALL IN THE MIND, WHICH IS TRUE TO A CERTAIN DEGREE, BUT THIS FIGHT CAN GET SO HARD THAT THE HEART STARTS ALIGNING WITH THE MIND. YOUâRE NOT ALONE. YOUâRE WORTH IT. YOUâRE CAPABLE. ITâS OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY. YOUâRE ENOUGH. I AM HERE AS ONE WHO HAS SUFFERED. I SAY âSUFFEREDâ IN THE PAST TENSE BECAUSE I AM IN REMISSION AFTER ONLY ONE MENTAL HEALTH CRISIS THIS YEAR FOLLOWING MY SEVERE ONE IN NOVEMBER. #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealthtiktoks #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalhealthtips #mentalhealthadvice #viral #nathifarukiyaa #trending #atlanta #mentalhealthmattersmost
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It's Mother's Day For The World But Just Another Day For Me Because As A Mother Of Three Children, One Day Will Never Be Anything To The 365/366 So Whenever I Need To Take A Few Minutes, Hours, Or Even Days I Am đ ANYWAYS Her Them Chirren Mother Go đđĽ´
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I AM THE âBLACK SHEEPâ YOU LAUGH AT ME BECAUSE I AM DIFFERENT I LAUGH AT YOU BECAUSE YOUâRE ALL THE SAME. SO MUCH THEY SAID I COULDNâT AND WOULDNâT DO BUT WHAT THEY DID NOT KNOW IS I WOULD DO EVERYTHING TIMES 3 WITH THAT BEING SAID ON THE LAST LEAP YEAR FOUR YEARS AGO I OBTAINED MY HIGH SCHOOL DIPOLMA AND NOW IN JUST A COUPLE OF MONTHS I WILL BE GRADUATING WITH THREE DEGREES. THE âBLACK SHEEPâ OF THE FAMILY USUALLY TURNS INTO THE GOAT. #nathifarukiyaa
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âFREEDOM IS THE POWER TO SAY NOâ
LIVING IN THE WORLD âYOUNG WILD & FREEâ WAS ONCE A THING FOR ME BECAUSE I HAD NO CARE IN THE WORLD I THOUGHT AND ACTED WITH MY EMOTIONS AND MY VULNERABILITY FOR WANTING TO BE LOVE, HEARD, ACCEPTED, GOT ME INTO A WORLD OF TROUBLE THAT GIVE ME A LABEL âINMATEâ AND THOSE AROUND ME PAINTED THE IMAGE THAT I WOULD AMOUNT TO NOTHING MORE & I BEGAN TO BELIEVE IT BECAUSE EVERY TIME I LANDED IN JAIL IT WAS ALWAYS IN EFFORTS TO HELP SOMEONE OUT AND AFTER ACCEPTING A CONVICTION OF A MISDEMEANOR CRIME BECAUSE I WAS TIRED OF FIGHTING WITH THE SYSTEM TO GOING TO TRIAL FOR A FELONY AND HAVING TO TAKE A PLEA BECAUSE THE SAME ONES I WAS HELPING WAS AGAINST ME I FINALLY TOOK BACK WHAT BELONGS TO ME AND THATS MY TRUE IDENTITY IN APRIL 2022 MY FIRST OFFENDER WAS SEAL AND CLOSED WITHOUT MY REQUEST AND THIS YEAR JANUARY 2024 MY MISDEMEANOR WAS RESTRICTED. SO NO MORE DO I HAVE TO WORRY WHAT WILL COME UP WHEN I APPLY FOR THE JOB & IF AND WHEN IT DOES GOD HAS ALREADY TAKEN CARE OF THINGS FOR ME. BECAUSE I AM WHO I'VE ALWAYS BEEN NATHIFA RUKIYAA AND I CARRY THE FIRE EFFORTLESSLYâŚ
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September is Suicide Awareness Month.
I want to share this photo that MANY may have never seen until now or never believed but 12 years ago I had my first suicide attempt I'll never forget the day. I had just recently had an abortion at 15 years old because my trafficker got me pregnant and I had the abortion thinking I would be able to move back to the Virgin Islands because that's what I was told by a family member and earlier that year I lost my grandmother. My life felt pointless and home was not a home to make matters worse my mother wanted to send me back to a school where the girls hated me because I wasn't popular I wasn't a pushover or simply because the boys who I wasn't even interested in liked me. At that point, I just wanted to end things I took several of my deceased grandmother's old prescriptions and I called 911 not because I didn't want to die because believe me I did and I wish I could say the suicidal thoughts or attempts ended thereâŚ
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