Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
made an ASMR channel βοΈπ€β¨created it on a whim along with my first ASMR video after having a bit of a rough time myself, if youβre into ASMR go check out the video and channel her π₯Ήπ«ππ»ββοΈ hope you enjoy! https://youtu.be/5Ax6zzGze7c?si=OblrM...
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i moved back to LAβ¦ after 3 months of being in my hometown living with family I decided to reclaim LA as my home. I only realized that I had built a loving community and environment for myself here after being away from it - filming an update for you soon but lmk what you want to know down below π
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hiiii! filming a Q&A vvv soon, comment down below any Qβs you have for me to answer in the video π« talk to yall soon β€οΈ
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i filmed my entire menstrual cycle for a month! new video is live on my channel <3 ready for you to sit back, relax, and cry with me as i move through my menstruation, follicular, ovulation, and luteal phases π₯²π©· https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kTlC0...
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my guadalajara vlog is live on patreon right now π²π½π patreon.com/jessicavaladez
β’ enjoy early access, work in progress & exclusive content ad-free starting at only $1.11β¨
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uploading some BTS / work in progress / thoughts / journal entries + more on
patreon.com/jessicavaladez starting at $1.11 β‘
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new video incoming....
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decided to revive some old vlogs i had in the patreon portal π in case you were confused from the latest uploads π hehe working on a new video for yall soon too β€οΈ loveee yaaaa!
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ο½₯οΎβ§ i feel like a star
not like someone famous
but like something dying
since i'm smaller
i hear i'll live longer
around 10,000 years or so
*phew* i was starting to dread death a bit there
to think, i was so worried about
wasting my time not living
when i actually have 9,973 years to go
google says massive stars die sooner
by using up their hydrogen fuel much quicker
a reason i should remain smaller
not allowing others to see
i'm actually much bigger than i appear
do you think i'm fooling them?
crouching behind this computer?
well at least i'll live longer (i keep telling myself)
as long as i get to live a long life, i say
..behind this computer..
i'll get to live long!
..remaining small..
but ill get to live longer
..if i can just stay like this..
not making a sound
not stretching my arms
not growing an inch
not asking for more
not breathing too much
not believing i am
at least i'll live long
9,972 years to go
a poem i wrote originally on jessicavaladez.substack.com π
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documenting life
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