in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
THE RAT. THE FUCKING RAT. IM GONNA KILL MYSELF. EVERY VIDEO IS THE SHITTY RAT IM GONNA CRASH OUT.
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Theres something wandering in my head, i can’t just keep it bottled up so im gonna say it in here, sry…
TW: mentions of suicide and self harm, also toxic relationship, read at ur own risk
I remember in 3rd grade i was in a really toxic friendship, like my “friend” kept giving me death threats and sometimes she kept hitting me until i bled, uhm anyways i told her that if she kept doing this shit to me i’m gonna break our friendship and cut contact, she then said “you wouldn’t dare” and said she’s gonna kill herself if i actually stopped befriending her, she scared me cuz she does self harm (she later said it was fake and she just wanted to look cool) i kept crying every time i came back home and was rlly scared to tell my parents cuz my mom was friends with her mom and i didn’t want her to lose a friend cuz of me, so i just kept it bottled up, anyways while in class our teacher finished the lesson and there was still time for the class to end so she let us do whatever, she then straight up said to me “i hope u die and im not gonna be friends with u cuz ur a loser” and u know shit like that, anyways i was relieved but decided to act sad and stuff, she then put a note in my bag while i was distracted, when i went home and saw the note it said smth in the lines of her taking revenge on me or smth? And saying she’s gonna kill me if i didn’t do it myself, and of course my 8yo brain was rlly scared and i moved seats away from her, my memory is really fuzzy after what happened but that was literally my second worst mental state, so whoever that person was i hope u don’t hurt others like the way u hurt me :/
(Anyways this isn’t a vent lol i just wanted to clear it off my chest a bit)
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I’m not worried about silly things like labels, people can call me whatever they like! They can even call me by my real name! (Online)
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NEVER CALL ME BY MY REAL NAME!!1!!1!! 👹👹👹👹👹
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𝔻𝕒𝕚𝕝𝕪 𝕣𝕖𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕤𝕒𝕗𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕨𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕘, 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕒𝕝 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕥𝕙 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕡𝕙𝕪𝕤𝕚𝕔𝕒𝕝 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕥𝕙. 𝕐𝕖𝕤, 𝕚 𝕒𝕞 𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟝. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝟚𝟘𝟚𝟞, 𝕚 𝕓𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕖𝕧𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦. 𝕀 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕝𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥, 𝕚𝕗 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕚 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕝𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕣𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕦𝕗𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕧𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙. 𝕀𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕕𝕠𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕝𝕣𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕚𝕞 𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦, 𝕚 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥. 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕤𝕒𝕗𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕝𝕠𝕥𝕤 ( ˶°ㅁ°) !!
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(꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 👾 ✮ {ST3RIAN}'𝚜 𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘 🇸🇦🧪
🌈.𖥔 ݁ ˖ 14 // female XO 🩹 .𖥔 ݁ ˖
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_________୭ 🧷 ✧ ˚. ᵎᵎ ✨________
⚝ {𝙵𝚊𝚟 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚣 ! } ⚝
𝙲𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚛[𝚣]: { GRENEENENENNN GREEEEEEN } .-__|🩸| '. 🦇 ✰
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𝚈𝚝𝚞𝚋𝚎𝚛[𝚣]: { i dunno i don’t rlly watch gameplayz :P} '୧ ‧₊˚ 🧷 ⋅ ☆
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𝙵𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖[𝚣]: { top: osc, metal family, murder dronez } ₊‧꒰ა 🐾 ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
𝚂𝚝𝚢𝚕𝚎/𝙰𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚌: { SCENE MWHAHA } ___ .'🎮₊˚﹟🕷 ˚
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