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boombella @UCQ7ZuWtzErZdo6GT4KGGOVg@youtube.com

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Mostly movies of my pets, hummingbirds, some traditional Iri


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boombella
Posted 1 year ago

ā€œGrief has no distance. Grief comes in waves, paroxysms, sudden apprehensions that weaken the knees and blind the eyes and obliterate the dailiness of life,ā€ Joan Didion

I donā€™t want to tell you this, because the more I tell, the more true and final this news becomes and Iā€™m not ready. Or, Iā€™m as ready as Iā€™ll never be.
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I am broken hearted and devastated that my sweetest Charlie bird died in my hands and flew over the rainbow bridge on Thursday, June 1st. He accidentally broke his neck trying to fly to me through the door as it was closing. Despite the safety notes on every door of my house telling us to watch out for Charlie, the worst has happened. I canā€™t turn back time. Thereā€™s no reset button, no undo. He is gone. This just canā€™t be, but it is.
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Charlie loved everyone. He monopolized my kids and friends when they came to visit. He was always bringing his business over to see whatā€™s going on over your shoulder. Charlieā€™s needs are still in my every thought, but there is no longer a need to fulfill them and it wrenches my heart for my darling blue fellow.
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He was my Precious Baby Bird, my Little Guy, Little Stinker and Choochie Chooch. My attachment to him is deep. He came into my life during the worst time of my life. He brought me joy when I was joyless. I donā€™t know how I will manage emotionally without his sweet smell, beaky kisses and loving companionship. We were just settling into a new routine of playing tic-tac-toe every night before bed. He didnā€™t know the strategy, just the placement of pieces but that was enough for me. Itā€™s so quiet. How can this really be over? I am so sorry my dear sweet Chooch. I miss you so much. I will love you and keep you in my heart forever.
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Iā€™m currently editing a tribute video to help me navigate through this grief by visiting memories and being creative. Itā€™s taking me longer than I hoped due to old technology, file format compatibility and just pure grief. I look forward to sharing it with you when it feels ready to show.
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This image is edited from the raw file of the GIF I posted to GIPHY that now has over 7 BILLION views. My sweet Chalie was immortalized the moment I uploaded that GIF.

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boombella
Posted 3 years ago

My first post is to share this great collaboration from my friends over at Viral Sessions. It is truly a masterpiece! (Charlie and I participated on the Tin Whistle!) It is visually stunning and the sound mix is superb! If you can stream it on your big TV, I highly recommend it.

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