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tomato @UCLM_lfR_9-4VEL9Hq93e1Og@youtube.com

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tomato
Posted 4 days ago

so.
itā€™s 2025 in my timezone.
first of all, happy new year. i really hope that 2025 is great year for you all. you deserve it, genuinely.

second of all, iā€™m very glad that 2024 is over.
i highly doubt that anyone noticed, since iā€™m very good at hiding things and acting like everything is completely okay when it isnā€™t, but iā€™d say that 2024 was the worst year of my life so far. iā€™m honestly quite surprised that iā€™m sitting here typing this out right now. but hey, i made it, and i can give myself some credit for that at least.

i donā€™t have much hope for 2025. the bar is in hell. but i still have SOME hope, even if itā€™s only a tiny bit, and iā€™m going to hold onto it.
i wanted to thank you all, too.
youā€™ve been really kind and supportive to me throughout this year, and patient when my motivation ran out. iā€™m infinitely glad i made the decision to start uploading, even if my art wasnā€™t the best when i did. itā€™s been so much fun posting my art here, i honestly donā€™t think i wouldā€™ve made it this far if i hadnā€™t. itā€™s been a literal lifesaver. i appreciate you all so much.

and, since this post has been mostly very negative so far, iā€™d like to add a little positivity, too. i might finally be getting some medication for my anxiety in the early months of 2025 (since my gp finally realised that i literally could not bond with other humans without them :) ), and my parents said that theyā€™re okay with me keeping a pet snake, which iā€™m really excited about because iā€™ve wanting one for ages (idk when iā€™m getting it though), so maybe iā€™m not completely done for lmao.
(and thereā€™s also watcher dlc coming soon, which gives me another thing to look forward to)

i think for 2025 iā€™d like to start interacting with the community more than i usually do, and maybe try taking to my friends more often. :)
(and also upload videos more since i really havenā€™t been very productive lately lol,)

again, i wish everyone nothing but the best for 2025. thank you all for sticking with me, it means the world. and sorry for the both the negativity and the essay. please donā€™t donā€™t be worried about me. i have things to look forward to, and those combined with the channel are keeping me going just fine. i do really appreciate the concern, though.
iā€™ll probably be going to bed now, since itā€™s late for me lol
happy new year! :D

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tomato
Posted 4 days ago

the last two christmas gifts that i made šŸ‘

ā€Ŗ@sootsketch430ā€¬
ā€Ŗ@voidburgersā€¬

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tomato
Posted 1 week ago

some late christmas gifts for a few of my favourite people in the rw community. sorry it took so long, i havenā€™t been feeling particularly motivated lately, and i also had trouble deciding on backgrounds for some of these lol
i still have two more to finish, hopefully theyā€™ll be done before new yearā€™s šŸ‘

ā€Ŗ@ACatWithAPencilā€¬
ā€Ŗ@Mysticallityā€¬
ā€Ŗ@KitStudiozā€¬
ā€Ŗ@secretly_scraptrapā€¬

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tomato
Posted 1 week ago

a very late merry christmas lol. iā€™ve been busy over the past few days but iā€™m trying to work on some even later gifts. šŸ‘

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tomato
Posted 2 weeks ago

thank you so much for 700 subscribers!

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tomato
Posted 2 weeks ago

been posting stuff for a year now, woah

in all seriousness though, thank you so, so much for all the support since then! it really means a lot, youā€™re all awesome :)

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tomato
Posted 2 weeks ago

hey, i probably wonā€™t be able to get that video done today since iā€™ve been busy. sorry

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