Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
hello i would like to mention that i have a new album upcoming and this is the tracklist for it bc i am nice
- our time
- broadway & i
- lunar
- i’ve been lying
- sometime, somewhere
- it’s just that things are getting bad again
- seasonal depression
- hope you’re doing fine
- winter is coming without you
- november
- take me back to 2009
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heard liam payne just died. thanks for shaping my childhood, rest easy. giving lots of love to his family 💙
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i’ve made my decision. i’m going to stop posting my edits on here, but upload them to insta and tiktok. i’m not leaving youtube entirely, i will upload covers sometimes but i’ve been thinking of creating a new channel and leaving this one behind (with edits still public, they’re going nowhere!)
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OKAY there's a lot more to say about my experience seeing deh live so here we go:
the first one was the backpack improv which is posted below, i don't need to explain this ashdashd
SO much happened during sincerely me it was atrocious. jared's actor couldn't stop giggling and at one point had to catch his breath whilst rolling and laying on the floor, and he also twerked in front of the audience at the end and i noticed connor's actor smiling a bit during jared's parts
jared canonically has a gaming setup??? bro had a big black desk with rainbow leds and a red gaming chair AND EVEN A DESKTOP MICROPHONE. like um okay rich kid whatever you say
had NO idea vivian panka (one of the actresses for heather duke for the west end ver of heathers) played alana in this tour?? ngl i screamed when she appeared on stage ily vivian. reminds me of the time i saw maddison firth (same ver, but heather chandler) in the uk tour for heathers and i didn't even notice until i came home
jared's voice cracked during the "f*ck you, evan! a$$hole!" and he genuinely had tears rolling down his face after evan yelled at him in gfy i don't think i've ever felt more broken in my whole life. same things happens with heidi at the start of gfy with "YOU were the only, the one good thing that's ever happened to me, evan"
my dad saw me crying during so big so small i think that was my 13th reason /pos
genuinely thought kleinsen was gonna kiss in sincerely me why are they so close wtf
whoever played connor PLEASE play the squip or rich if bmc ever gets a uk tour/west end revival YOU WERE SO GOOD you genuinely scared me when you pushed evan to the locker (which by the way actually moved the locker to the back of the stage since it's on wheels . the push was THAT hard)
i noticed zoe breaking down during words fail (me too bestie) she began to start crying in the back with cynthia i felt so horrible for her. at one point during words fail she screamed (it was acting dw) it actually hurt so bad
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just came home from seeing deh live and the scene where connor and evan were talking in the library, evan's bag fell off the table and the actor for even looked at it and then back at connor saying "that's what i did" AND THE AUDIENCE LOST IT PLSS
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i’ve been trying my hardest to learn about how to create models, make cgi animations etc in blender because i’ve always wanted to animate a short scene from bmc, but i just always kept giving up because i felt so defeated since i have no clue how to use blender until i began to use skillshare and started to understand it a bit more. i was doing a fair amount of progress …
however, considering the fact that i have NO internet until next week due to the fibre cable being cut in half, my computer died because of a broken motherboard that needs to be replaced (which will cost £170 which is $200 for y’all americans) and my personal laptop is out of the park as well due to a fucked screen, that progress has been delayed and i have been without all of those things since tuesday/wednesday and i AM SLOWLY DESCENDING INTO MADNESS AS TIME GOES BY ‼️‼️‼️
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got a pac-man tattoo …
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new layout bitches i am ready for this tour
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i start college and university in a few weeks. those two are separate different things here in the uk, i'll be attending college one or two times a week, and i've enrolled into open university for a bachelor's degree in computer science and a second subject (in this case, i chose psychology). being in an educational setting gives me horrific panic attacks because of past trauma in highschool and constantly avoided educational settings whenever possible, but i wanna fight it, i enrolled in both of those things because i want to build a future that my highschool took away from me. it may not be musical theatre, but the subjects i chose are two things that i love most.
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i'm gonna be honest i hardly use this community tab anymore since all of my friends are on bmctwt on twitter, so if you want to hear me yap n stuff it's best you check there
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hi i make edits 😼💪
free 🍉 !!