Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Hi everyone :]
Sooooooooo this is kind of an update to the update video lmao BUT you know how I said new content was coming? Well there's two reasons why that's taking so long.
1. I've been on vacation for like a month
2. I'm still kinda trying to figure out what kind of videos I want to make.
I think the hardest part for me is feeling like I have to immediately start out making top tier videos and already have a theme of what the channel is gonna be, but I feel like that need for perfection right from the beginning is what's actually holding me back. I mean, it literally took me a month to make one 5-minute update video, y'know? So now that I know that less people are gonna be seeing my videos from the start (despite how many subscribers I have from a bygone era-), I think I'm gonna try to be more free with what I make and when I make it. Hopefully that will allow me to make more creative and thought-out videos without the stress that they need to be perfect and need to come out fast.
If you actually read this far, thank you :] any support I have means so much to me and I can't wait to make more content and (hopefully and patiently) watch this channel grow.
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Tomorrow :]
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Hi everyone :]
I am so shocked that this channel hit ONE THOUSAND SUBSCRIBERS. That's so insane to me, seeing as I haven't uploaded in a year 😂. I'm honestly really sorry to anyone who subscribed, because I really can't say what's gonna happen to this channel. I'm never going to delete it, because it holds lots of memories (AND REALLY COOL THINGS LIKE ONE THOUSAND PEOPLE SUBSCRIBING TO IT), but I definitely don't have the time to upload anything for a long time. So, I guess here's an update?
I'm doing pretty alright with myself. I'm in band and theatre at my high school and love both of them, and I love my friends. I've been really stressed and gone through some rough stuff (which I'm still going through), but I'm still happy. Music has really become one of my main passions and if I ever do use this channel again, it'll be for that. Writing, performing, I have no idea. But if you like that, maybe stick around :,]
So... Let me give a real genuine thank you to everyone who believed in younger me? That's crazy. I've done a lot of experiments as I've grown up to find out what I truly love and want to do, and I'm still doing that, but it's so cool to see what's happened already, even if it may not mean much if I'm not pursuing youtube right now.
Anyways, this has gone on long enough. I love each and every one of you, even if I've never met you. Stay safe and stay happy, I'll see you later (maybe) 💙✨
Alright but seriously, 1K??? I don't have words for how unbelievable that is. I know all youtubers always say this but if you told me 5 years ago that I would be here making this post? I would flip out!!!
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