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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
My parents have been watching the Super Bowl in the living room a few hours ago, I donāt think they really watch football casually because they might just go with the trends or some shit. I donāt watch football either, not even any other ball game because itās notā¦ Well, the fancy v-word of fighting.
A few minutes ago I walked into the living room (wanting to have a snack in the kitchen) where I came to see Kendrick Lamar performing live on the Super Bowl in the middle of him rapping āThey Not Like Usā and ātv offā up next, I started to recite the lyrics of both songs (even the choruses) and my mom started to laugh. After Kendrick Lamar had finished, my mom was like āHe knows all about the songs and the memes!ā. Of course it was everywhere, everybody knows why. Lol! ššÆ
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Iām still pondering and staying vigilant at the same time, also Iām eating crackers. Gen Z doesnāt care if I make this reminder, but not too long ago I have already told them all that my content is not for them (Gen Z and the other new generations after them) and it will never will be. And yet, like forever, they never listen as they keep bringing their audience in here. I still know how to use a block button like how I would use a firearm.
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Iām having serious allergies throughout the day.
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As someone who hates (almost) everything, Iām only more comfortable being around people who are older than me. Most of my enemies I have encountered in my time on the internet are all Gen Z despite me being born in 2000 and thatās a fact. Even though Iāve already stated the Charles Bukowski quote on posts almost a week ago, my life wouldāve been much better if I was with the old-timers.
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Look, Iām still active and shit, but Iām not in a good mood to share anything on vids or posts. But here Iām gonna respond to the people who recently commented on my previous ones last night, because who knows how long have you been on this channel and know me much from my own (personal) point of view. But yet you donāt really look up my name and see other peopleās point of view about myself containing things that some of you might not know, because Iāve been hinting all about it multiple times on the posts but I was very afraid to tell exactly about what I did in the past.
King Bagni and Wraith, I know you told me that I must not lose faith and give in to despair, but I canāt just ignore the controversies that were thrown against me. If the telling the truth (and nothing but the truth as promised) can/will set me free, then I must say it. But I canāt because I needed some time to think and (like I said last night) Iām afraid that both of you will be disappointed in me or worse, even though I used to be taught to sin by communities I used to be affiliated when I was centrist or a liberal.
MiakArte, T-Dawg and Weathermane, I could say the same thing about āignoring the controversiesā. But you donāt actually know me much about what others talk about me and what I did to 2 people on a different platform, we known each other for a while but it wasnāt that much long. And if you wouldāve found out what I did, you would also be disappointed. But I can assure to everyone that I would NEVER condone it, the sin I have committed destroyed me and made me into something I would NEVER wanted to be.
This was long before the breakup between me and the LBGTQ/furry community, before all of the change of stance that I wanted to embrace and see the truth. I used to be both a member and a supporter of those communities and claimed that I used to be asexual/aromantic during my affiliation, it was all fake. All a huge lie that Iāve been taught from them, I am not proud of all the things I did for them and this could also be said about what Iāve done to the 2 people I have hurt from a different platform media. Unless if anyone has some more details, thatās all.
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What should I do? I canāt decide which one to talk about and I donāt know if the first option will end up either with you guys being very disappointed in me or worse if I tell the truth about what I did to person because of my past sins. I want to be humble and honest, but I just know what will happen after.
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Fuck itā¦ Iām not gonna make the video today, not for even a week because uploading at any early time in this month or the next, it will make me seem like an actual liar and a hypocrite (lukewarm). I am still keeping my art in the gallery, itās good but not āpositivelyā good in a way to express it. Hell, I might just gonna stop everything Iāve always been doing for the last 2 fuckinā years, especially putting bible verses for tonight because this is not helping me (or itās just not enough). What happened recently was that I received replies from a user who I used to know one to two years ago from some other friendās channel, under a comment from one of my old videos but Iām not gonna say their name because I donāt want anyone to attack and harass. Iām not gonna accuse them either.
Basically they are a passive-aggressive person who knew about my controversies and the sins I have committed against someone 4 years ago, of course they hate me and they still do to this day. Theyāre very disappointed and disgusted at me for what I did to a person and theyāre obliged to hate me, even though I quite regret and resent myself as I still remember it to this day. Along with me being a āracist and an extremist scumbagā and one that I donāt want to say yet because itās not my time for me to talk about it here, but again: I regret it and I resent myself at that time. After that they then said they hope for me to learn how to ālove thy neighborā because (again) the bible verses are not helping.
I donāt know whatās their beliefs are (Christian, Atheist, Gnostic, idk), but theyāre telling me to ārespect minoritiesā. I was scared, angry and very confused while I was reading through their replies. I had a very bad feeling that someone (probably them) has one thing coming down for me apart from the āmighty handā that they also mentioned, but at the same time I didnāt understand what they meant about loving your neighbors and respecting minorities. Because I get that itās biblical, but which is which? (People who are born different or people who LARP being ādifferentā for validation and acceptance?)
Tl;dr warning: I genuinely donāt understand about āLove thy neighborā, which kind of people are the āminorityā to them? Whichever it is, itās far too hard, honestly.
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Hebrews 4:16 - Let us then approach Godās throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need.
Short update: Iām back and Iām full as Genevaā¦ Gonna have to do the video tomorrow. š«
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Late Update: Itās been past 5 to 6 hours but I must give out this new update immediately, and I know a few people say that I shouldnāt rush anything even though I have this temporary habit to upload something by the end of a month or at the start of a month. Letās cut to the chase right now: I woke up late in the morning (something around 2:30 PM) and Iāve been told by my mother that we are going out of town to go to a sushi restaurant for dinner tonight, I was unable to tell anyone about this after having breakfast because I was checking in the notifications and going through other medias (especially here).
As someone who hates people and seeks the truth, I donāt know if this was nothing more than a big waste of my time (enabling) because I have a main objective to complete in this day. But since you guys are patient and I donāt know if any of you donāt mind if I am unable to upload the new vid by tomorrow (after making it), I decided to take it anyway. So Iām gonna be away later, donāt worry because I might come back soon. However, I need to ask every one of you something, itās important that I want your response AFTER I come backā¦
If I am late to make the new video by tomorrow, are you still going to wait anyway? And for how long you would?
Iām not gonna make another poll because I might need you guys to comment. Anyways, thank you for your understanding and God bless you.
-The Never Angel šš»š¼ā©ļøšš±
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Greetings to you, I am the Never Angel. And welcome to my channel, hereās some info that you need to know about me:
Age: 24
Sex: Male
Dream: Becoming a pro wrestler!
Talent: Drawing on paper with a pencil. āļø
Favorite Music: EDM, Hard Rock, Grunge, Heavy Metal, Foreign and Classic music.
Original Content: AMVs, Animations, Reviews, Rants, Edits, Livestreams, Memes, Short skits, Reactions, Song Covers, Collabs, Tops, Segments, Shoutouts, Gifts, Fanart, etc.
Anything will be available for your discoveries. However, my content is not available for kids and itāll never will be. Also, I might make some rock hard and ice cold opinions on what I donāt like. So if youāre easily offended on what culture or community I trash on then I would advise you to not to watch this channel. Iām not always an āinclusiveā person like I used to before, I honestly wanted to be one of the most daring YouTubers on this platform because I hate the modern era. Youāve been warned.