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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Welcome!
It's been 3 weeks since I posted something. I didn't use my time wise. Got nothing done at all. But today I got a text from a good friend of mine. He said we grew apart. And it's hard for me to cope with this. I haven't shared enough from my life, hopefully I'll do a Draw My Life someday. In a nutshell, my family didn't care for me a 100% of the time. Also I never had a relationship, I always got ghosted or rejected. But I thought to myself well at least I have great friends everywhere. At one point there were 20 of them. Real, genuine, good people. I'm almost 21 years old and lost the vast majority of them and it really hurts.
Growing up these people most likely helped me not go insane or to hurt myself. I watched a lot of animated movies and cartoons and stuff like that. Always loved the friendships in them. How they were always there for the other friend. Also Eminem had a great influence on me, his best friend was Proof. They were also childhood friends, so I also believed in childhood friendships lasting for eternity. Unfortunately Proof died, he was killed. That's a much harder way to lose a close friend. In a way I could be lucky to not have to live through that.
I dont know what to say at this point. Something positive: I learned to love Eminem's Walk On Water song. Took me like 4 years, but it's truly great. So raw and real, it's perfect.
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Welcome!
I've finished the 22/23 semester today. So I have some free time on my hands. Going to learn how to edit videos finally! In February I'll drop the new physique update. Keep getting better people, the world doesn't stop.
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"An ugly duckling showing you how much you can really change if you truly want to."
That was the first thing I wrote. Now that I look better I realized that's not everything. It certainly plays a role and you should strive to look your best. With that being said, let us discover the bigger picture in life through self-development.
"You gotta live it to feel it; you didn't, you wouldn't get it
Or see what the big deal is, why it was and it still is"
-Marshall Mathers III
"Looking for the antidote to crack the code"
‐Nathan Feuerstein
I stand for raw and tough positivity for Life with integrity.