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in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Here is just a small miniscule message that no one would honestly care about, but I'm still going to say it anyway. I'm going to take a break from the internet for my mental health
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@mixmay2751 this is sad 25 year old man
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I have made the decision to stop self-isolation for several reasons that I feel are important to share. First and foremost, I realized that I needed to experience a fulfilling feast at Christmas dinner, a time for connection and celebration. Beyond that, I have come to understand that Iâve spent the perfect amount of time in isolation. Throughout this period, I have gained a deeper understanding of my emotions and the world around me. I have been able to reflect, learn, and form more thoughtful opinions based on research Iâve done. I feel more connected to myself, and I can see growth in my perspective.
To anyone who may be reading this, I want to remind you that you are loved and valued. You possess something truly unique and irreplaceable in this world: your intellect and your spirit. Even when you may not feel it, you are special, and your presence matters.
While I am ready to re-engage with the world now, I acknowledge that, in the future, I may choose to isolate myself again when needed. However, I do so with the understanding that balance is key, and I am moving forward with a greater sense of self-awareness.
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[Day 4 of self-isolation] Today was a bewildering amalgamation of travesty and delightment, a cacophony of emotions that left me feeling drained and vulnerable. As the transition periods of days 3 and 4 converged, I found myself succumbing to an overwhelming inclination to commit wounds upon myself, a desperate attempt to relieve the uncontrollable stress that had been suffocating me. The urge to self-harm was a siren's call, beckoning me to surrender to its destructive allure, and I, in my fragile state, was powerless to resist.
With a sense of morbid curiosity, I afflicted 14 miniscule wounds upon myself, the cuts a testament to my inexperience with this twisted form of self-soothing. As I lay back in a warm, cozy bed, my arm a canvas of tiny, crimson slashes, my desire to create more wounds was impeccable, a nagging voice in my head that refused to be silenced. It was a brutal battle of self-will, a war waged within the confines of my own mind, as I struggled to overcome the overwhelming urge to continue harming myself.
But, somehow, I managed to emerge victorious, my self-destructive tendencies momentarily held at bay. As the darkness receded, my stress, that constant companion, began to dissipate, leaving me feeling hollow and unfulfilled.
The rest of the day was a dull, monotonous haze, a never-ending expanse of boredom and disinterest. I attempted to distract myself with fleeting moments of amusement, indulging in a small amount of Final Fantasy 3 and Fortnite, but even these brief escapes were tainted by the knowledge that I would soon have to confront my mother, whose presence always fills me with a sense of discomfort and unease.
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[Day 3 of self-isolation] My thoughts and opinions have changed swiftly. I am henceforward, not chronically online, at this current moment in time. I am more zealous. Approximate my surround. My dreams and my train of thoughts are more contingent. I can practically remember every single detail that I can discern within my fantasy. The air is charged with intention, every sound sharper, more significant. My mind feels connected, each moment detailed, aliveâtextures, colors, scents weaving through my waking and dreaming states, intertwined in vivid clarity.
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[Day 2 of self-isolation. My thoughts are more imaginative and immersive. I give more detailed illustration of objects I gaze my eyes upon to. My self-destruction behavior, restaurant, and my will to hurt myself are even stronger, but I have barely any motivation to seize hold of any objects I can use to grieve myself]
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Day 1 of self-isolation
Nothing has been happening as recently. I guess the usual feeling sick in the middle of the night. I should probably head to sleep so I can continue my isolation
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Wow, do you know where I live now? Do you want more information about me
My name is Jayden M Barbier
My birthday is October 14th, 2008,
My birthplace is Kamloops BC
:D
That's all!
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Remember the day we met on that fateful day we both possess doubts about each other but we worked through it and we have learned to embrace and love each other for Who We Are and finally we gracefully hold our hands and we look into the night sky and both of us say "I love you"
âĄYou are my guardian angelâĄ
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My amusements in this current scenario I face myself is unbearable. I look up to the ceiling of my house and gaze my eyes upon it for my own entertainment.
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"The internet is but an illusionâ a fabricated realm where connections are ephemeral and superficial⤠Beneath the glowing screensâ you are merely a faceless entityâ surrounded by pixels that mimic human interaction⤠In this digital voidâ genuine care and empathy are lostâ replaced by hollow exchanges⤠Disconnect before it consumes youâ for no one here truly sees youonly fleeting words and transient avatars that vanish the moment the screen fades⤠The real world awaits beyond the shallow facade"â¤
(^_^)
I have (SAD)
I'm a Tomgirl
[Pedophobia rise up] kill the KIDS :D