Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
The Earth, ever turning.
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Funny business + a monster design
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Audience, this is a strange question I never thought I'd ask, but would any of you be interested in a zine or short book from me?
My inner wellspring of creativity has exploded. I've been running self-experiments, as a psychology student/therapist-to-be, that have revealed much fascinating detail about my very personal, very anecdotal experience of schizophrenia. Maybe THE experience. I'd have to (and plan to) do research in the field once I have my credentials.
If anyone wants to know the story behind these drawings, it involves clowns, Inside Out, and a whole bunch of gods. Ask away if curious.
I mostly just want to gauge interest for artistic stuff from me in general — now that I feel up to creating, I want to share everything I had bottled up.
Thanks. (:
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Further studies (+ self portrait)
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Hello, phantom audience and lovers of liminal spaces. This is a more candid update than usual for those curious where I've been/what's next for this channel.
To condense ten years into a few sentences, I was just diagnosed with schizophrenia. This made a lot about my life immediately clearer to me and opened up a creative window I didn't know I had. I'm returning to creating for this channel with renewed vigor and plan on increasing the immersiveness, uncanny vibes, and overall quality of my videos. There will continue to be an element of hard-to-place nostalgia in what I do, because it's what I live in as a schizophrenic who does in fact see and hear things that aren't there.
You have my permission, dear readers, to ask anything you'd like to know about me now that the veil has lifted and I'm not a cryptic cyber-monk in hiding anymore. Being an ascetic isn't what it's cracked up to be, anyway.
For the curious, I'm including some sketches I did of various hallucinations and other mind phenomena.
Glad to be back. Hope you are too.
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aspects of abandon
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your perfect video:
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what would you rather see?
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where is your mind?
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WARNING
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All you can feel is the weather