Welcoem to posts!!
in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
Happy belated New Years. I feel I'm long overdue for an explanation of my long absence. I'm very sorry for not updating in a long time.
Gradually over the past year, I've been losing focus and motivation with MMD. Even with these ups and downs, I tried my best to improve my quality over time. My depression tends to get bad between fall/wintertime and this time it's particularly worse than usual. When I become numb and withdrawn, I cannot help it when it happens.
Specifically the last several months, my progress slowed and came to a stop when my main laptop literally started falling apart, first starting with the LCD frame. I tried out at least 2 different computers to find a suitable upgrade. I have a decent upgrade replacement now but haven't had the motivation to transfer everything from my old computer or resume my projects. FFXIV has also been distracting me, so not yet sure if I might post content about it.
I will be back but since I'm dealing with my own personal problems right now, I cannot promise that it will happen soon but I honestly hope so.
To those of you who still follow and support me, thank you all and I love you 💖
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I was working on this guy before tragedy suddenly struck--I lost someone dearly close to Covid-19. They passed away from pneumonia caused by the virus even though they were already fully vaccinated. It still seems surreal for me to fully accept that they're gone and it has been less than a day since they were alive at the time of this writing. I am trying to hold myself together and be supportive to the people most affected by this loss.
Stay safe and don't do anything stupid. Get vaccinated and protect yourselves. This virus has destroyed enough lives as it is.
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Many of you have asked. It's officially "crack" now. 🤣
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Everything is coming along...
Very. Slowly. 😭
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I hope everyone is having a somewhat decent summer. This is just a heads up and small notice.
In the following weeks, I will be removing/unlisting some videos from my channel, most likely the older ones. Every MMD is experimental but I do not feel the older stuff are good, and don't reflect on the rendering style I do now. The cringe is real, now looking back through almost 4 years worth of stuff. A few have already been removed at my discretion. I have remade some and plan to remake more.
Back then, I was also a dummy and didn't think to watermark my old stuff, many which have been stolen and reposted on other sites. I would never have thought the stuff I used to do would get views. But thank you to all who have supported me and kept me going.
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I wish my summer was as nice as this.
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It wasn't easy nor anywhere close to perfect but I finally managed to achieve my end goal with this particular model.
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The last video render made it hard to see but he actually had eye shadow. I didn't want to make him look too alternative.
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Some facts about moi:
- My content is subpar
- Obsessed LoZ connoisseur
- Talentless hack
- Wannabe 3D animator and art hobbyist
- Overuses bright color vomit in everything
- I make cringey videos for fun
- Link is my muse and an absolute joy to use
- My content might not be appropriate for kids
- I enjoy catchy beats, chasing birbs and fluffing pillow forts
- Constructive criticism is welcome and appreciated
- If my craziness doesn't scare you off, great!
Lastly...
Please don't repost or reprint my videos without permission.
Thank you all very much for your support!