in the future - u will be able to do some more stuff here,,,!! like pat catgirl- i mean um yeah... for now u can only see others's posts :c
2 years in. i love you all. here's a few gifts<3
soundcloud.com/nightigerxo/timeless
www.beatstars.com/nightiger/sound-kits/216738
https://youtu.be/kQImg4GBcFY
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what would you like to see in my next kit?
i'm dropping #timeless kit on 10th of september and i'd love to get some feedback, especially from people that used the #winternite kit from the previous year! my mission is to make the best digicore drum kit and to really make everyone enjoy making digicore/ripsquad/ivvy league type beats more
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LOVE to all the 5000 of you. feels pretty incredible to be halfway to 10,000, but anyways...
you probably noticed i haven't uploaded for the longest time since i started this channel. i am so incredibly grateful for the opportunity to make art, share it with you all and make a living out of it. it really is like a dream come true, but i've been really struggling to find any motivation to work on the channel or do anything else really. i've been feeling unloved, lonely and stressed for so long now and i stopped seeing the hope of getting better. it's like i can do everything but feel nothing. i try spending time with family and friends and have a good time, but all i can feel and think about are my anxious thoughts and fear of staying in misery forever. i've been forcing myself to work, so i could inspire just one more person to work on their music, create their own art and feel better. i've been sacrificing myself and always ended up feeling like nobody around me cares or understands me. i really wish to continue making tutorials and beats for you guys but i'm so lost and clueless now.
perhaps, if you have or had a similar experience; feeling unmotivated or just generally not needed and unloveable, i'd really love to hear you out. maybe we could support each other. thank you for the read and all your support<3
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just dropped FREE project files of my beats for you all to learn from!!
i hope you get inspired, maybe it can cure your beat block:))
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i'm quite an unusual person.. i love cute things and hugs, but i'm also big on self-improvement and hard work! my mission is to inspire as many ppl to make music they love and one day do it full-time like me😊