Consumed by doubt,
Suffocated by fear
Pushing you away,
Yet wishing you were here
Embraced by regret,
Pierced through with hate
Prolonging this nightmare,
Though I'm in a waking state
Sadness surrounds,
Keep trying to break away
Your heart starts to fall,
And it shatters like hardened clay
Will the pain sustain?
Falling, burning like acid rain
Where will your running lead?
Only where the monsters will laugh while you bleed
Death keeps close,
Amused by worthless attempt
Your effort will never falter,
As well as your contempt
Do you know
Of the secret i hide
Can you see past and inside
These sometimes blue flecked eyes
Or are you blind
Rarely ever seeing
Inside my mind
Am i insane
Mad beyond belief
TRULY
I am
Never going to submit to saying
Sanity
After all who is sane
No one, and yet
Everyone