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Top Comments of this video!! :3
You, random stranger I will never meet. I wish you happiness. Everything's gonna be better!
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For anyone who needs to hear this
I'm proud of you for eating
I'm proud of you for being you
I'm proud of you for crying
I'm proud of you for facing your feelings
I'm proud of you for trying
I'm proud of you for staying
I'm proud of you for sleeping
I'm proud of you for walking
I'm proud of you for all you do
I'm proud of you for breathing
I'm proud of you for waking up
I'm proud of you for who you are
I'm proud of you yes you
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Saying āim tiredā doesnt mean anything to people and i dont know why. I tell people im tired but they dont get it. Whenever im going through it just saying āim tiredā describes everything. Im tired of having to deal with it all. And im tired of staying up till 4 a.m. crying. Im tired of coming home from school and immediately hit the floor in tears. And im tired of not having to relate to songs anymore, because ill cry no matter what. As long as im alone. Which seems to be how i always am
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It's okay to cry, sometimes you can't control it
It's okay to lie about embarrassing things, sometimes these aren't your fault
It's okay to skip school for once because you're not feeling okay inside
It's okay to feel dead inside (I do too)
It's okay to feel ignored by everyone, even though it's not true
It's okay to feel alone, sometimes you need to be alone
It's okay to make mistakes, we all do (I do too)
It's okay to love music (I do too)
It's okay to love video games (I do too)
It's okay to like barbies
It's okay to like Spiderman (I do too)
It's okay to have a favourite artist
It's okay to live, even when you don't want to
It's okay to like Harry Potter (I do too)
It's okay to like certain artists, after all we all have our own music taste
It's okay to like child-shows (they aren't made for a specific age, the creators just put an age for it)
It's okay to be a part of the LGTBQ+ community (everyone is different)
It's okay to be made fun of (they're jealous of you)
It's okay to think you're a embarrassment for your family (you're not)
It's okay to be yourself (everyone should)
It's okay to have your own taste in something (everyone does)
It's okay to live in a fantasy
It's okay to have a crush (93% of the people have had a crush in their life)
It's okay to have feelings for the same gender as yourself (be proud of it)
It's okay to be different (If everyone on earth would be the same, it would be boring)
It's okay to want to stand out sometimes (we all need to feel important)
It's okay to like any animal
It's okay to like any movie
It's okay to be afraid of something (94% of the people are)
It's okay to be afraid of spiders (6% of the people are)
It's okay to have embarrassing moments (we all do)
It's all okay, just remember that suicide is never the key to being happy, we never know if there's a heaven or not, you could end up being nowhere and having no sight of what the people around you are experiencing.
This took me a while to type, liking would be appreciated so I can find this video back after days, weeks, months, or even YEARS after this has been posted, because time flies faster than you think, 2017 feels like yesterday, and now it's 6 years later!
If you need any person to talk to or if you're struggling with life, please add me on discord (if you have it)
Discord username: vstarqt (no numbers/tag, since discord's new update)
(Like so I can return to this video and edit my discord username in case I changed it by then, but currently it's the above^)
Sincerely,
Your Virtual Sibling x
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The hardest words to say are
"I'm not okay"
"I'v given up"
"I'm tired"
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To everyone scrolling through the comments before they drift off to sleep have a good sleep, you deserve it and Ik Im some random person on the internet but, you deserve this you deserve rest and a break so take it <3
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Man, our phones really must be listening to us. Perfect timing. Thanks, FBI Agent. You're the best.
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For the past 20 minutes Iāve been scrolling through the comments and familiarising myself with the type of pain people here have experienced, or are experiencing. So if you just so happen to be someone struggling, whether you choose to accept it or deny it, Iām here to remind you, everything will be okay, it seems impossible but there is so much for you yet to achieve, you just have to hold on a little longer, okay? I hope youāre all okay š¤
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Yes, I'm tired. Because of the cheating. Because of the lies .Because of the pain .But the worst thing is: I still love you despite everything.
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Telling people Iām tired they always askāwhat do your have to be tired of ? We do everything for you if anything we should be tired.ā So telling people Iām tired is always a bad idea so I just find music and thatās how I express myself. So thank you for making this playlistā¤.
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I'm just so done with being perfect, and I'm glad I'm scrolling through the comments seeing people who I can relate to, people who understand what tired means. I believe in you, let's work through this together, we've got this!
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It's hard to fall asleep knowing that you will wake up tommorow and go through the same hell you went through yesterday.
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I'm tired of having hopes for a relationship that will never happen
I'm tired of being played all over again
I'm tired of feeling dumb
I'm tired of trying to be the perfect one for someone I love
I'm tired of pretending that I am happy and mentally stable when I just want to be alone and cry until I feel numb
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It's 12:23am and to all the band members out there that may come across this, I'm sorry, I'm sure you did amazing on your performance, missed a note or two? That makes you human. For those who moved to different places and have to meet new people, and those with so much drama in band your breaking. Darkness is blinding but finding the light is a journey you will be proud of <3
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I just wanna thank everyone who takes the time to write such beautiful things for everyone. I wish all of you happiness .šøšø
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I'm tired of school
I'm tired of studying
I'm broken
Why do I still don't know what I want in my life
While all my friends have their goals planned I am here feeling stuck They already know what strand to get for senior highschool and what college course to get while I'm here trying to get my shit together
I feel so pressured
I've tried so hard to get high grades but I feel like it's still not enough
I may not be tired physically but I am tired emotionally and mentally
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"Are you ok? "
My answer will always be "am fine ",
Knowing that it's a fucking lie to me and to others,
Is it to blind me of what I really feel? Or to cover up what I feel inside till I pop open like a shaken up soda?
" am tired " will always never mean anything to others, they get upset when I don't open up to them,
Yet when I do I get yelled at for it because they want a different answer.
Why do I have to suffer so much? When will it stop,
It hurts... It hurts can I be held in someones arms even for a second?.
Please, I can't take anymore, end all this pain,
Why? Because am tired of trying to be perfect for them, tired of life,
Tired of living, waiting for time to stop for when I can let go of this thin string that I hold to live,
I know I am a failure, disappointment, useless, stupid, ugly, a monster that deserves something far worse then death...
But can I let go?
Be free?
Be happy?
No longer suffer?
Close my eyes and never want up?
No longer feel lost?
But what's the point of waiting like a dog for its owner that will never come back for it?...
End my pain...
End me...
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These last couple of months it been hard, hard to sleep, hard to do anything, I love people who make videos like these bc I feel like they get people who don't get sleep at all, and how they just need a break
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I saw a comment saying how they had been reading through this comments section for 20 minutes and I was unsure how someone would do that
Iāve now also been reading these comments for half an hour now, thereās just such a pleasant feeling in listening to this music and knowing that thereās a lovely group of people scattered across countries that are all gathered for a brief point in time to share a moment of just sheer authenticity with each other. Weāre in pain. Weāre comforting each other. Weāre gaining that same comfort in turn. Weāre still living. Itās nice.
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@catztheroyalbi-ness4897
1 year ago
If you read this I want you to know that people care about you, including me. You deserve food, water, self care, and sleep. If itās nice out try to go outside whether itās to go for a walk or to just breathe.
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