@Sunflower437_Gaming

9 months ago

To anyone that feels like they aren’t enough. You are enough. Love yourself. Iv experiences it before, you feel like your falling into a deep pit and you just can’t climb out. It’s pain, the pain is stronger than your will to live. It’s worth it. Every time I listen to this song I end up crying. Only song I have ever cried for. You can hear the pain, feel the pain. The amount of panic and anxiety attacks I have had listening to this is surreal. Too many to count. I know that someone like Harry feels this, and it hurts so so bad. His life ain’t perfect. Neither is our. We need to accept that. You are enough. Push through one day at a time. You will push through that dark hole, we believe you will. Scratch that, we know you will. I’m sorry for the rambling I really needed to vent. I know this song was written 3 years ago but it’s meaning only gets stronger. I feel like for once I can let go of all the weight on my shoulders bearing me down, be myself for once. I don’t know who I am and after 13 years I still don’t know. My parents are alcoholics. I have a job at our local grocery store, this is a school chrome book and I don’t bother making friends because I don’t have time for them. Turn away anyone who asks. I have my parents and myself to take care of, my brother left 2 years and 157 days ago. Today was not a favorite of mine, and though I really really try so hard I just don’t see the point in trying to survive day after day anymore. When I grow up no one will be there to support me. I’ll have children, a husband, and what else. What until then? I know Harry will never see this, and I doubt anyone else ever will. I just want to put it out there that some of us are really struggling to find a purpose. Harry has taught me that that purpose may not always be clear but it is there. He has saved my life in more way than one. Iv given up cutting a few months back and am feeling a little better mental health wise. So thank you, you may never see this but that does not what you have done for me Harry. Thank you.

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