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Genre: Music
Date of upload: Oct 13, 2022 ^^
Rating : 4.984 (148/36,679 LTDR)
RYD date created : 2024-05-21T02:44:47.255395Z
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Top Comments of this video!! :3
I tried so hard to be good enough for her. To be worthy of her attention because I thought I wasn't.
And yet, after all that, she lovebombed me, tried to assault me, and lost interest the second I told her no.
Just a few weeks ago, I was telling my family "Don't be mad at her, she just lost interest, she didn't do anything wrong" but now more pieces of the puzzle keep clicking into place and I keep researching things are realizing that, holy shit,
Child on child grooming is a thing.
She groomed me.
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She was my reason for living essentially. I loved her till the ends of the Earth. Hell I wrote her songs, talked her to sleep by talking about how she was the best girlfriend ever. Until she started falling for another guy. My biggest insecurity, feeling like I wasn’t good enough for her, being confirmed. But I just can’t be mad at her. October was the best last month we had.
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@allieverwantedwasyou
7 months ago
It was 3 years ago. I saw a girl in the hallway in my school. She was all alone, the tallest girl in my school, majestic, curly haired, brown eyed, and cold-blooded look. She was 1 year older than me. She was art... It was October 2020, we just had 5 seconds eye contacts and boom. I fell for her that easy. We started hanging around, we used to be friends. We had something special, our eyes....they had a spark...we never told eachother "i love you" or "i like you" but...we had something special, everytime i looked at her, her eyes were shining, we used to talk about the future and thinking about how's it gonna be if we ever stop talking or iwhat if we never talked that day in the bus and dumb stuff.... Yes, after a year she changed her mind about me, she started ghosting me, and she started hating me. She loves when people are sure about their feelings and are not afraid to share their feelings. But i was afraid...i was that kind of a person that will cry alone in the dark thinking about her and hating myself because i never told her how much i love her. And this song, this song is exacly what i feel when i think about this situation with her. "We fell in love in october" we used to sing it together. And look, im writing a comment on "October passed me by" I know i know, night changes, but hey, if you're reading this and you're afraid to tell her/him that you have feelings....just do it!! Don't be a fool like me, you'll loose a chance to be happy with a person that might be in love with you. Try! Go on! Love you all and i hope you're not gonna be like me<3
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