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974,597 Views • Jul 15, 2023 • Click to toggle off description
uploaded like a month late due to personal reasons
Views : 974,597
Genre: People & Blogs
Date of upload: Jul 15, 2023 ^^
Rating : 4.939 (523/33,837 LTDR)
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YouTube Comments - 2,645 Comments
Top Comments of this video!! :3
They didn't notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice your failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all your flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let them take you down
And you know they weren’t good enough for you
And that’s what makes you stronger
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I read the title and felt obligated to click on it
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Pillow:I’ll hold your tears and screams
Blanket:I’ll hide you from the world
Tissue:I’ll stop your nose from running
Room:I’ll keep you safe
Mirror:I won’t judge you
Music:I’ll help you feel better
shower: I wont judge your voice
teddy bear: I'll hug you
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POV the Internet understands you better than your parents: 😟😮💨
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As a "gifted" child i was destined to be mentally ill
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B = beautiful
e = eager
a = adventurous
u = useful
t = thankful
i = imaginative
f = favourite
u = unstoppable
l = loveable
U are Beautiful ❤
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"i am just a freak" can also be heard as "i am just a kid"...
And i am not allowed to be just a kid anymore.
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Hits hard as a “ S̶he is just confused” and “ S̶He is brainwashed by the internet” trans teen.
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I dunno why but.. i can't cry anymore. It feels like my mind is mumbling things while my heart is screaming
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For me the title is interesting because I’m never “the mentally ill child” instead I feel like I’m not allowed to feel sad or be mentally unstable. My brother has taken the role of the “mental one” so I can’t be like him. While me and my mom was at the doctors and they gave us a sheet to fill out and instead of giving it to me she started checking off boxes while vaguely reading them to me. Like one of the questions was “do you think badly about yourself” and my mom checked the no box and said I’m not a failure…don’t get me wrong I love my mom but sometimes she just doesn’t understand that my brother isn’t the definition of mentally ill and that people have different symptoms. But for now I’m the golden child that’s mentally okay. (Sorry for the random vent I usually don’t talk about my problems online,,,stay safe yall 💗)
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“Mum and daddy aren’t in love, that’s fine, I’ll settle for 2 birthdays.’’ …
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"Society is f*ed up." But we are society. :/
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I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
I’m proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥
Not my words Im just passing this around! :)
From a stranger on the internet to anybody reading this,I AM SO PROUD OF YOU
Don't give up
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꧁TimeStamps ꧂
All I want is you - 0:01
Freaks - 2:17
Christmas kids - 4:27
Jealous -6:30
Bubble Gum - 8:53
Feel Better - 11:12
Nobody - 15:00
Alien Blues - 17:15
505 - 19:29
Cigarettes out the window - 23:05
Devil Town - 25:54
Michelle - 28:38
My Alcoholic Friends - 31:35
I Hate My Mom - 33:46
Washing Machine Heart - 35:53
Treehouse - 37:40
Rat - 39:41
STAY SAFE AND REMEMBER TO DRINK WATER <3333
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I'M the one who's unresonble,
I'M the one who needs to take a break,
It's MY fault I feel like this,
I'M the person who needs to calm down,
it's always ME who has the "weird" thoughts
I need to be more understanding,
I'M too paranoid,
It's ME who ha to get help,
It's MY fault I can't keep my emotions in check,
I'M the one who refuses to listen,
I'M being rude,
And I'M the one who as to be on medication. It couldn't possibly be anyone else's fault, because I'M THE PROBLEM.
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"Your skin isn't paper, don't cut it Your neck isn't a coat, don't hang it Your body isn't a book, don't judge it Your life isn't a movie, don't end it Your heart isn't a door, don't lock it Remember to always love yourself no matter what you come against" (This is not my word, I'm spreading it to the 1% and now its your turn)
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I’m on the spectrum of autism, and this playlist hits hard. Almost everyone I meet calls me weird at least some point in their life because I guess I don’t act like most people. It hurts.
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The fact that strangers make us feel more Wanted, Loved , and comfortable is honesty sad...
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it hurts to know that strangers on the internet that we dont even know cares and supports for u more than anyone else u trust
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@Naki._thepolykin
9 months ago
For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in replies <3) I am so proud of you. You don't hear this enough. You have gone through a lot and made it through things some haven't. Your stronger than you believe. I know it's hard but please trust me. Do not make the mistake of such. There is always someone who needs you. Some just can't admit it. But the truth is there's always one person whose day you make better just by being around. You matter. Do not give up. Your important even if you think you're not. Whatever you're going through, I promise you're not alone. Go get some water and a bite to eat if you able to. Take some Deep breaths. I love and am proud of you all for making it this far. <3
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