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Top Comments of this video!! :3
This lady and her skits are legit saving my life... Thank you for the relatability. Hopefully one day I can find the sobriety.
Update: im getting better. Buy gold and silver now before it's to late. Do your research on general George S.patton. do your research on who funds all wars since the Napoleon times. Now since I got the message out , I've been sober like 2-3 days I think, I got a car and a new job I don't have to struggle no more I can get out while I can. God bless and thank y'all.
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Omg I did I lost so much of myself. Between addiction and abuse. I’m so glad to have myself back
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I literally felt my "fight or flight" kick in when you said, "I'm not acting different!" like that. We really can't tell when we're in the middle of it, and that makes it so much harder to get help
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My coworkers telling me something was off and I had changed was the push I needed to get help! I had so much support from my colleagues and leadership at work, and got the help I needed bc of them. We do recover friend!
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I hated that feeling like everyone was watching me cuz they knew something was different. Wasn’t doing the things I’d usually do, just my attitude and personality drastically changed cuz all I cared about was dope. Everyday I had a goal to make sure I got high. I also lost my confidence and started to not care about how I looked.
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yep, I was still in active alcoholism when I worked at the airport and they knew something was up when they switched me to a 4 am start. I used to wait until 2 am to see if I was sober enough. Took quite a bit of time off and one of my managers found out, she was so supportive and encouraged me to get help
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Tbh, I was on it for 7 years that it became my personality. I would show up to work, class, family events high. No one knew until the pandemic hit cause they could smell it on me when I would come back from sneaking out to smoke. And tbh I didn’t see the issue since my grades didn’t suffer and I could keep a job. It took until I kept having suicidal ideations that I noticed my patterns and decided to join an outpatient sobriety program. Even then I would show up high. I became irritable and groggy and felt that I needed to keep smoking and it took me forever and tbh I wish people talked more about how pot is an issue too! People talk about meth and cocaine but what about the crap that IS legal? Alcohol? I’ve been clean for over a year and my folks judge me like there is something wrong with me. Pot? I was clean for 4 months and then find myself having access to it and smoke again. Acid? Shrooms? It’s been a minute but I’ve been clean and I just want to stay clean.
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Sadly, when your mind goes, you’re the only person that doesn’t realize it’s happening! 😢
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Thank God, I've been clean, going on 29 years.....but I remember my friends, & family telling me that I was changing, & I of course denied it. When I got pregnant with my daughter, I went cold turkey because, I didn't want a baby born addicted. It was Rough, but God knew what He was doing when He sent her to me❤
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I definitely know the feeling and not realizing you have changed and forgetting who you used to be and finding it hard to open my heart back up and find "me" again. It hurts and it feels like you will never get better 💖
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My boss saved my life with a similar conversation ❤
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Its nice when people speak up and notice ❤
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we do recover.
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I never knew how much I related to this. This was me during my alcoholism in 2022 and 23” everyone could see something wasn’t right except for me. Thankfull for the opportunity I had to turn my life around God is good✝️🙏🏽💕 so thankful to be here tod
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:( you really do lose yourself in addiction
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I love your videos
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Shout out to a young womannI know clean from meth for 5 years and working full time.
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I would be so paranoid😢
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Which should be enough time, but you never know because it's me, and something always goes wrong - story of my life
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@nikkimontoya2904
6 days ago
I used to work at Walmart 10 years ago and I was struggling with coke and alcohol addiction. When I started working there I was clean and then gradually fucked up. Everyone used to tell me but I never believed them. After all the addiction, I wish I could apologize to those same people.
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