A war that took away everything from you. Your happiness, your love, your whole life. Now you're standing there in front of him with tears streaming down your face as he laid peacefully inside the beautiful coffin decorated with flowers. You want to blame someone but who ? The people who caused that huge war, the situation which led to it.? Whatver the reason may be but It took away your will to live. You kept on weeping like there's no tomorrow as you remember how 2 years ago when he went to that war with a smile on his face saying that his country needs him. He promised that he will be back to you but none of you wanted to reunite like this. You broke down as you saw them burying the love of your life, your husband in front of your eyes. You kept on crying as now you see the gravestone reading
[ GENERAL KIM NAMJOON [1921-1950] REST IN PEACE. BRAVE SOUL OF THE COUNTRY. ] You felt like dieing right then and there but you know you have to live. Live for the piece of him that he left behind inside you. Somthing that will remind you of him. Yours and his child. How cruel it is. He couldn't even get the happiness of being a father which he wanted more than anything. But now the child is the only reason for whom you are willing to live and you know he will be watching you two from the heaven. With that you caressed and kissed his gravestone one last time before going back home with a heavy heart just to break down again clutching his photos close to your heart.

[ Just because I love angst ]
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